Flying Dragonling
The seventh time my parents ask my sister, Alexandra Sterling, to blow out the candles on my birthday cake, I finally break down.
Ever since Alexandra returned home after being missing for three years, I have become the most insignificant person in the family.
In a fit of anger, I storm out of the restaurant and run down to the river, desperate enough to put my life on the line just to make them understand how deeply they've hurt me.
Alexandra stands by the railing in an elegant dress, tears streaming down her face.
"I'm sorry, Ella. I know I shouldn't have come back and taken Mom and Dad away from you."
Before anyone can react, she climbs over the railing and throws herself into the river.
My parents search for her for three days, but they never find her body.
When they finally return home, they're exhausted and broken, and our family's financial situation begins to deteriorate soon afterward.
From that day on, they devote themselves to taking care of me.
But being the one who benefits from such a tragedy leaves me carrying a crushing sense of guilt.
After I start college, I work as hard as I can to pay my own tuition and help support my parents, determined to ease the burden I've placed on them.
I think we'll spend the rest of our lives that way—just the three of us, living an ordinary life as a family.
Then, on the day I graduate from college, I come home early, hoping to surprise them.
Instead, I find them outside an upscale restaurant near our house. They're dressed to the nines, and Alexandra is with them.
Mom affectionately strokes her hair and says, "As for your trip to Epea, why don't you stay a few extra days and enjoy yourself? Your sister will be coming home soon, so we won't be able to go out and spend as much time with you. And if you need money, just ask us."
In that moment, it feels as though the entire world tilts beneath my feet.
That night, I open my email and go through the job offers I've received. After a long moment, I choose the one that will take me as far away from home as possible.