Yulansa
I was the band's drummer and songwriter, but I was always the one the spotlight forgot.
At our first music festival, I got ready to join hands with everyone for the final bow.
But my boyfriend, lead singer Arthur Bennett, and my brother, guitarist Anthony Shaw, reached right past me. They each took one of Daisy Parker's hands, and with our keyboardist between them, the three bowed to the crowd.
"The stage is too crowded. Just stay back and watch the gear."
In the official photos from that day, only the other four looked as though they belonged in the spotlight.
Next came an awards ceremony. I reached for the Best Lyricist trophy with my name on it.
But my sister, Susan Shaw, snatched it and handed it to Daisy like it was the most natural thing in the world.
"Daisy looks the prettiest tonight. Let her accept it for you."
That night, the clips went viral, and everyone called the four of them the future of music.
Then came the release of our first music video. I'd been so excited and had spent ages getting ready for it.
But my boyfriend and my brother handed me a mask and told me it would make me look more mysterious.
Late that night back at the hotel, I pretended to be drunk and slumped over the bar. I could hear them talking on the couch.
"I don't get it. How did our family end up with such a forgettable loser?"
"I wish Daisy was our real sister."
After my brother and sister had their say, they both turned to my boyfriend. "We still don't know what you saw in our sister."
After a long silence, I heard him laugh softly. "Daisy and I had a misunderstanding back then."
They all smiled at each other and started planning a ski trip.
Arthur said, "Daisy loves snow. Let's go to Aspen. I've booked four first-class seats. Irene can stay home and write songs."
Out in the hall, I calmly put my earbuds in and started working on a new song.
But the song I began writing that night would never carry their names.
From now on, we'd go our separate ways. I'd see them at the top, and t