Gourdbrook
My younger sister and I shared a single body, though we each had our own souls. Ever since we were kids, our family decided who got to inhabit the body and who had to hibernate by drawing lots.
I always drew the long stick, while Stella always drew the short one. Our family held a new draw every month.
Whenever she was the one in the body, our parents and older brother would take her on vacations and road trips around the world. She got to see places I could only ever dream of.
Whenever it was my turn to inhabit the body, they locked me inside the house and forced me to stay up all night, studying.
I had to endure every hardship in life, from high school entrance exams to college entrance exams. Every challenge that mattered was my responsibility.
However, whenever I succeeded, they made sure the next draw favored Stella.
She effortlessly walked away with everything I had worked for.
One day, she severely injured the daughter of a powerful local thug at school.
My brother did not hesitate for a second to make the decision.
“Tomorrow’s the first of the month, anyway. Since we’re the ones who decide the draw, switch Stella out. Let her wake up and take the fall for Stella.”
Our parents did not object. Trapped deep within our shared body, I let out a bitter laugh.
As I watched them protect my sister without a second thought and offer me up as the scapegoat, the last piece of my heart shattered.
They did not know I had the choice to enter permanent slumber.
I looked at them with a broken heart.
From this moment on, I would never again live as Stella’s stepping stone or take the blame for her mistakes.