Muddle Egg
Jason Hart's mother, Victoria Hart, suffered from Alzheimer's disease, and during her manic episodes, I was the only person she would recognize or tolerate.
Today, as Victoria tightly clamped her fingers around my wrist, refusing to let me leave, Jason looked at me with an expression of profound, agonizing conflict.
"I already paid for the VIP amusement park passes," he sighed. "I guess I'll just have to let Jake take your spot. What a waste!"
I stared down at Victoria's iron grip on my skin, feeling drained. It had become a clockwork routine: the moment Jason and I planned a romantic date, she would suffer a sudden, debilitating medical emergency.
Because I felt morally obligated to stay behind and care for her, our mutual friends took turns stepping in to accompany him so his plans wouldn't fall through.
My best friend went with him to catch the sunrise up in the mountains. His brother, Jake Hart, accompanied him to Disneyland. His buddy went with him on a weekend camping trip in the wilderness.
But today, I accidentally discovered a group chat on Victoria's phone. It was called "Susan's Guardian Crew."
Susan Jennings was Jason's ex-girlfriend. I tapped into the logs and saw the latest message.
Jason: [Susan's doing a lot better. Mom, thanks for keeping Ellie occupied with those episodes.]
Victoria: [Don't worry about us. Just focus on keeping Susan happy. I've got things handled here.]
She then proceeded to tag the entire group: [Everyone, keep your stories straight. Do not blow our cover!]
All the familiar people replied: [Got it.]
My hands shook as I set the phone down. Hot tears splashed onto the screen, reflecting my pathetic expression.
For five years, every date that belonged to me had gone to another woman.
And the most humiliating part? The entire world was in on the joke, while I was the only clown kept in the dark.