Everwind
The day I caught my husband, McCoy, cheating, my postpartum depression took a turn for the worse.
It was the 99th time I’d tried to swallow a bottle of pills.
Our baby wailed hysterically in his stroller.
My best friend, Raleigh, grabbed and desperately forced the pills out of my mouth.
McCoy scooped me into his arms and rushed me to the ER, guilt written all over his face when he said, “Just make it through one more day, Moira. For each day you survive, write down one wish.
“When you get better, I’ll make every one of them come true.”
By the time I’d reached 1,000 wishes, the doctors were pleased enough with my progress to discharge me.
Overjoyed, I went ahead home to surprise my family, only to find the wall where our wedding portrait had been hung replaced with photographs I’d never seen before.
Raleigh posed with McCoy and our child in the photos. Some of the photographs were taken during a vacation.
At the bottom was one last empty frame with a location printed: Disneyland.
I opened TikTok from my alt account and searched for Raleigh’s handle. Her latest video was from Disneyland.
“One last trip with my favorite people. Maybe in our next life, the three of us can finally be a family.”
The comments were overflowing with sympathy from mutual friends and my coworkers.
McCoy’s comment at the bottom stood out.
“Thank you, Raleigh. You gave me somewhere to breathe during these past three years.
“If there’s another life, I hope you’ll be my wife.”
With trembling fingers, I tapped on her profile and found over 1,000 videos just like it.
For three years—more than 1,000 days—she had not been absent from their lives.
I quietly pulled out the wish list and crossed out my last wish to be with McCoy forever, replacing another.
“I hope you get everything you wished for.”
There was no need for another life.
Raleigh could just take my place and be a more fitting wife and mother.
This time, I would be the one to leave.