Forest Deer
After my grandmother passed away, my parents brought me back from the countryside to the city. That was when I learned I had a younger sister, born a mere year after me.
My mother sat me down and reminded me that as the oldest sister, I needed to learn to yield to my siblings in everything.
I nodded quietly, understanding my place. In this household, I ranked fourth.
Later, my little brother was born, and my standing effortlessly plummeted from fourth to fifth.
The turning point came during the summer of my sophomore year of college. When I returned home for the holidays, I discovered the front door had been outfitted with a brand-new, high-tech smart lock.
They had completely forgotten to mention it to me. Clutching a dead phone, I sat on the hot concrete of the stairwell, waiting from two o'clock in the afternoon until ten o'clock at night.
When they finally emerged, they were dragging luggage behind them, laughing and chatter-boxing about the highlights of their recent vacation.
The four of them were wearing matching family T-shirts. Naturally, there wasn't one for me.
As my dad begrudgingly attempted to program my thumbprint into the system, he let out a sharp, irritated click of his tongue.
"The master administrator account only permits five profiles. There's no room to add another."
My mom barely looked up. "Just set her up with a temporary guest token. We can manually authorize her whenever she decides to visit."
As I stood there stunned, my brother laughed. "Shelly registered the dog's nose print into the system. She said he's an important member of the family. Guess that leaves you out of the slot!"
In a family of five, the dog claimed the fifth tier, and I ranked sixth.
That very night, I quietly filled out the application to join a classified frontier research program. I understood that when a visitor's time ran out, the only proper thing to do was take their leave.