Lust For Me, Daddy's Good Girl
The feelings I locked away, like an overstuffed drawer I had no strength to open, started creeping out again.
Emotions are stupid, and cruel. Because no matter how much someone you love hurts you, if they were ever kind to you, it only takes the smallest crack for all those buried feelings to come rushing back. The moment they show even the faintest hint of tenderness, your brain starts feeding you lies.
Maybe they didn't mean it.
Maybe it won't happen again.
Maybe the good outweighs the bad.
That's why so many people stay in abusive relationships. Because walking away isn't as easy as it sounds. But I was tired. Tired of the circles. Of being hurt, then healed just enough to be hurt again.