The Revenge of One Humiliated
Everything, everything, everything.
"I don't know anything," I say in a voice I want to be firm, I want to be assured, I want to be innocent, but which trembles, which cracks, which breaks, which says everything I don't want to say, everything I must not say, everything I cannot hide, everything I cannot deny, everything I cannot erase, everything that is written on my face, in my eyes, in my hands, in my body, in my soul, in everything I am, everything I was, everything I did, everything I wanted to do, everything I would have done if I could have, if they had let me, if they hadn't stopped me, if Élianor hadn't been there, if Élianor hadn't searched, if Élianor hadn't found, if Élianor had