Novel & Cerita Brothers Regret After I Left Novel

Lowan - the following day... Living with complete strangers is really awkward. Since my brothers were erased, history rewrote itself in which I was an only child who ended up being adopted by a couple after I lost my parents from a car accident. There was no evidence of my brothers' existence; no records, no pictures, and the people that I knew because of my brothers don't even know me because in this new reality, we’ve never even met. All I had left are the memories we built together; however, every passing day was difficult because I feel like the memories get vaguer and vaguer. At times, I can't even recall how they look like and it hurts thinking about what I did to them. It hurts even m

✧⁠◝⁠(BROOKLYN)⁠◜⁠✧ They left me. The brothers had refused to tell me who Rebecca was to them, their faces shuttered and evasive. They'd exchanged glances filled with something I couldn't read—guilt? Shame? Fear?—and then they had left. All four of them. Hours had passed since they walked out that door, and none of them had returned. The silence in my room was deafening, broken only by the soft whisper of the wind outside my window and the distant sounds of the packhouse settling in for the night.

Nia’s letter was tear-stained and filled with guilt. “I’m so sorry, Gwen. What my mother and brother did was wrong. I hope you can forgive them.” I smiled faintly. I’d forgotten most of it already. I was about to ask what she needed when I saw the next page. The ink was blurred by tears. I could almost hear her crying as I read. “My brother is dead. The pack healer said it was soul-withering, from the broken Mate Bond. The last thing he said was that his biggest regret in life was failing you.”

When that fell through, they closed everything down and left the city. That Claire is right here, bright green eyes staring back at me in shock. Her red hair is shorter right now, her expression more tired. She leans back, moving out of my sight. I drop my glance to my older brother, whose shoulders slump, and feel the need to laugh. How nice. I came here to escape my current problems, and now I have to return home with the knowledge that my own brother is out of my life for good. We were never close, but I thought there was mutual care to some degree.

It’s surprising that the past doesn’t affect me as much as it did before. I no longer cry when I think about my parents or Lily. I have accepted that they are not a part of my life anymore. “ I didn’t know you had to go through something like that. ” Ania mumbles under her breath. “ My goal was not to make you pity me or sympathize with me, Ania. You said you are unwanted for your Mom, and your brothers hate you. You needed to know that’s not true. Your Mom, even after getting scorned by the world for her decisions, still doesn’t think you are a mistake. And your brother, despite facing your wrath…still continues to think about how he can make you feel better. He was…so lost when he realized

I could feel the aura of true kinship. “Honestly, I’m in no hurry to go back to Black Gem, if I ever change my mind,” I told Bentley, and I could see now that I had made a mistake. With worry in his eyes, he asks,” Did they ever maltreat you?” “Not at all. Just that, I don’t get along with Brady.” I told him. That was true. After all, the main reason I left was Brady. “Yeah. Brady is full of shit.” My brother agrees, and I wonder what could have made him say that. I decided not to ask, not wanting to prompt him to ask what happened between us.

“Mom always said that, ‘This too=” “Shall pass,” I finished with a smile of my own. “I think that…moving to a new place would help me get to where I would like to be,” I nodded. “I mean, I guess I understand now why you left,” guilt filled me up. “I’m not mad at you, brother. I was never angry. I just wished that you could have taken me with you, at least,” he shrugged. “You know that, out of all my siblings, I was closest to you. When you left, I felt alone,” I had nothing to say to that. “I think a part of me saw what was happening in the family; I guess I was too young to comprehend. But…uh, I’m ready to make my own life. I think this time will be good,”

I looked at my brother for a long time. Unsure of what to say. It really never crossed my mind that my leaving would take such a toll on him. I always thought it was better that I left. There was nothing for me at Blue Crescent. The last thing I wanted was to get in Jared’s way. He was taking over for Uncle and I didn’t want anything to do with that. Leaving made sense back then. ‘You didn’t even discuss it with them though. You just up and left. You didn’t even talk to them for a month until you had already enrolled and were in classes.’

To let her know the impact of her absence. Tears welled up in her eyes, so many emotions filled in her face, and regret wasn't part of it. She definitely doesn't regret her actions… but why? “My brother isn't himself yunno. I think he hates me now, he blames me for keeping you and AJ's situationship. He thinks I had a hand in you leaving your father and as much as I don't care about him blaming me, I really do feel guilty about it. I just feel that if I had told someone maybe things would have changed, I–”

It wasn’t exactly the smartest thing to say, but it was better than saying whether or not I had accepted his apology because a part of me would always blame him for everything. “Yeah.” He seemed to notice I didn’t want to talk about it anymore, so he dropped it, only to bring up another thing I didn’t really want to talk about. “How are things with you and my brother?” “He found out you told me.” “And?” He was almost close to my face. “And he left.” I could have sworn he said ‘yes!’ under his breath, but I shrugged it off. It had been a long time since I came here and I was going to make the best of it. He would not get to ruin it for me.