Depression And Loneliness Quotes の小説・ストーリー

Hindi yung ganito na kung kailan napuno na ako. I was in pain for a long time, no one listens, no one asked. Everybody assume that I am strong but deep inside I am dying. If not because of Lola Raquel I would have given up long time. Depression is not a joke, daily I have to fight it. It's slowly consuming my whole being. It's like a shadow that never left me. It's like someone is telling me something I am not. I was depressed because I always try to do everything just to please the people around me. I though if I do that they will learn to love me but that never happened. And then one day I woke up that I already bottled up and exploded.

Ngunit nanlilisik ang mata nito. Nawala ang ngiti sa aking labi. Alam kong marami ang malungkot na tao sa mundong ito. Loneliness is dangerous. It's very addicting once you see how peaceful it is. You don't want to deal with people anymore.

Hindi ko alam kung hangin ang kausap ko, sarili ko o si Lennox. "Depression is a killer, sweetheart. Kapag mahina ang loob ng isang tao parating ganyan ang nagiging option sa buhay." "Sana naisip niya ang mga bata. Nakakaawa na sobra. Mukha naman silang mayaman pero marami palang utang. Bata pa 'yong asawa niya. Anong edad kaya siya nag-anak kasi parang malalaki na rin ang mga bata."

Tangina sayang oras sa ganito kung ganiyan lang din! "While some people describe depression as "living in a black hole" or having a feeling of impending doom, others feel lifeless, empty, and apathetic. Men in particular can feel angry and restless. However, you experience depression, left untreated, it can become a serious health condition. But it's important to remember that feelings of helplessness and hopelessness are symptoms of depression not the reality of your situation."

Tahimik akong nakinig habang patuloy siyang nagsasalita. "And sometimes," he added, "the people who feel the loneliest are the ones trying hardest to give light to others." That hit me harder than I expected. Parang may biglang tumama diretso sa dibdib ko. I looked away quickly. "Ang lalim mo naman tonight." "Sleep deprivation," he answered confidently. Napatawa ako nang mahina. Then after a few seconds, I asked quietly— "What if stars get tired too?" He looked at me.

Akala ko ay tapos na ang pag-uusap namin nang magsalita siya. "I wonder why... Why do you always feel lonely even if you’re not?" I stared at him and smiled. "Because there are monsters I tried to drown. Sadly, they know how to swim. But somehow... being alone doesn’t make me sad because in isolation, sometimes, I found peace."

May ibang mabilis na naglalakad, habang may iba namang mukha lang namamasyal dahil sa bagal ng kanilang bawat hakbang. Nakatatawang isipin na sa rami ng mga nakakasabay at nakakasalubong kong mga tao, pakiramdam ko ay mag-isa pa rin ako. I still feel so lonely and alone. The sun is up, yet I still feel gloomy. I feel like I am the loneliest person ever alive. “Symphony, please… magsalita ka naman…” The call’s loudspeaker is on. Kahit na hindi na nakatapat sa tainga ko ang cellphone ay rinig ko pa rin siya.