Novel & Cerita Dont Give Me Hope

"I think I'm not your responsibility Key, you who are like this give me hope that was never even on my dictionary list before!" "Hope?" Key exclaimed with a questioning look. I held my breath, then looked at Key who was still looking at me. Am I the one who didn't give the key code clearly, or is this girl just being insensitive? I don't know what else to say to Key. I turned away, so as not to see Key's face. "Never mind Key, forget it, I think to wait until this matter is finished first then you can understand what I mean!" "Do you like me, Al?"

“I’m sorry. If you don’t want to dance, you don’t have to, okay?” Melea shook her head. “It’s not that I don’t want to dance. I can’t anymore!” Melea then told Angela and Philip about how Yelena had pushed her off the stage and how Samuel had given the medication to Yelena. When she talked about how the doctor announced that she would never be able to dance again, she threw herself into Angela’s arms and bawled. Even after such a long time had passed, when she talked about it again, she still found herself unable to accept it.

It was a memory of having nothing to give, and therefore, nothing to take. Hope reached out her hand, trying to consume the memory, but as the "Square" hit her black eyes, she let out a cry of frustration. "It's cold! It’s empty! There’s no light in this!". "That’s right," I said, stepping closer. "It’s the one thing you can't digest, Hope. It’s the rejection that built the Queen. And if you want to be the Queen of the Thirteenth Cycle, you have to be able to carry the Weight of the Nothing".

It was small, simple, unmistakably a promise of something Damian had given her. Something ugly twisted in my chest. I should have been the one to give her that. The thought came before I could stop it, and I hated how much I meant it. “Lily, I know I have no right to feel this way,” I said, my voice quieter now. “But I do. And I don’t think I can just switch it off because you tell me to.” She pulled her hand free, her jaw tightening. “You’re going to have to, Adrian. Because nothing is happening between us again.”

And it doesn’t matter anyway, because we’re going to find him. Hope is running around the room, grabbing potions and bottles to put together her spell. I select a large bowl from the cabinet, setting it down before her. She nods her approval, and begins combining the ingredients quickly. “Thank you,” Hope says sadly, “I just really hope you’re right about that. If something happens to Dan I don’t think I will be able to forgive myself.”

I hope ****

For a blissful moment, I thought I could escape. For a moment, I had hope that was bad. Very very bad. I had never felt hopeful since that day. I had forgotten what it was like and will soon never remember. Hope was dangerous. Hope gets me beaten. It gets me killed. It makes that little flame I have in me ignite only to be controlled. I can't go through another breakdown. Not now. Not again. So, I did as I was taught, I gave up. But not for long. * * *

It didn't feel like her But, somehow, it's all that Liviana feels like she can do. Livi was helpless, if not completely hopeless, and she thought it was best that she finally accept the fact that this - whatever it was - wasn't going to go her way. It never was, and she was a fool to have thought otherwise. When was she ever going to learn that hope wasn't anything more than a dead end? A waste of her time, breath, and sanity for the sake of... what? Comfort? Her temporary peace of mind? She wasn't sure, and in all honesty, she didn't care to figure it out. Instead, she decides right then and there that whatever it was for - herself, the situation, or someone, something, else - didn't matter

It was the other way around. Of all the things I've lost and let go of, he's the one I'll never let go of. She's my last string. The only Hope I'll be needing for the rest of my life. - FIN

Dylan "Thinking here, now, I think that might be one of the reasons I wasn't Fated to Hope," I spoke and twisted my mouth, holding back the tears that were starting to form. "Hope needs allies in many places. To banish Hope would be to wage war with the Angelis, one of the largest hunting groups in existence, break the peace between vampires and give up the alliance with the BlueMoon pack and Silver Rage. It makes sense that Hope isn't my Mate."