Novel & Cerita Dont Give Me Hope

After our pack lost the war, the survivors spent two years on the run. In the third year, the Wolf Council passed a decree allowing us to be absorbed into new packs. But there was a catch—we had to pass the Trials, a specialized test designed to test our physical fitness, reflexes, and overall abilities. Those who passed would be accepted. Those who didn't would be cast out as rogues for good. One month before the Trials, Vera Cross burst into the gathering, her voice trembling with excitement. "Everyone, stop preparing! I got a spell from a witch—just chant it in your head during the Trials, and you'll pass for sure!" She grinned and pulled out a record. "My friend Lily already took these e

The words drummed in my ear, the hour ticking by when he would finally reject me. I stood in front of my vanity mirror in nothing but a short and simple singlet staring at myself blankly. I have this all figured out and I need to believe that I would be fine no matter what. I am exhausted physically and mentally. Every minute of my life I am spending it thinking of what-ifs. The incident with Scott taught me that I should never have hope. Never. There is nothing like hope. Only rejections. The big and the small, haves and have-nots. That's the big difference. The small keep hoping in vain to become big_all in vain.

"I can't—" "You can. And you will. Because if you burn out, the foundation loses you entirely. You can't pour from an empty cup, Hope. Let yourself refill."

"Accept that. Stop hoping. Stop believing in rescue. Because none of it's going to happen." The needle slid in smoothly.

_*]:min-w-0 gap-3"> "I hope you're right."

After we hang up, I feel something I haven't felt in weeks. Hope. Not the naive kind that ignores reality. The hard-won kind that chooses to fight for something even when the odds are terrible. We're not giving up. Not yet. We're going to try. Really try.

She never felt this miserable. She was a strong-willed girl and she didn’t let her hopes die down. She looked around to see if there was anyone but her eyes only welcomed the darkness. Hours and hours passed. Nobody came. Weakness engulfed her as she hadn’t eaten anything and her blood was still flowing. The blood now had run down the ground and made its way to her foot. She had passed out and after what felt like an eternity, a ray of light flicked through the darkroom. She opened her eyes partially and looked up. A smile spread across her face but nobody was able to notice it. Through the darkness, she saw a ray of hope.

She hasn’t answered a single text since, but Ashe mindlinked that her phone was at the apartment while she had gone to Rayanne’s and that Rayanne and Storm were watching over her. My heart has been squeezing in my chest and I have been punching this punching bag for hours, but I just split it’s seams. I want to go to her, but if I do she will just send me away. I collapse on the floor, where Dianna finds me. “Damian, you know what my vision meant. Don’t give up hope, without you by her side she thinks she will spare you from harm, when it is quite the opposite.” she says soothingly.

“Stop fighting it.” “What’s there to fight?” “Just give in. He probably likes you genuinely.” “He probably just wants to get in my pants and make me his office slut.” “I know what this is all about. You’re afraid you’ll get hurt again but if you don’t face your fears how will you move on? I thought The Great Raven fears nothing and fears nobody.” “Of course I fear nothing and nobody. I’m fierce, bold, brave and confident. Stop making me believe in things that aren’t true.”

“I’m sorry, Mom, but you let me down. You lied to me my entire life, preventing me from having a family who loves me, and you almost cost me everything. You did cost me years… many years of happiness. You used your hands as punishment, you cut me down, and still, I loved you. I tried my best to honor you. What I’ve come to realize in the last three months, is that you didn’t deserve my honor or respect. I won’t come back here again. What you did to me was unforgivable. I hope you’ve found happiness wherever you are… I truly do, but I’m done with your burdens.”