The Night the Mask Falls
I hate being talked about like I'm not here, but I still can't quite figure out how to get the words to come out of my damn mouth.
Thomas nods but pulls me into a hug as Izzy drags along behind me. I can't let go of her hand, it's tethering me to the world, to this place I know I need to be right now. It's not that I'm emotionally stunted, it's that I don't process emotions correctly. I don't know what it's called, it's not an offical diagnosis, but one Izzy and I came up with on our own. My family doesn't do emotions, no feelings involved in anything, so when I have to ineviteably deal with them, I can't. I'm not like my sisters and brother. I have feelings, emotions, heavy ones, I just can