Excuse Me While I Ugly Cry Summary Novels & Stories

"I pretended as if I was sleeping, but I guess he knew I wasn't because he touched me, he put his hands on my body and then into my short and pulled out my dick and touched me. My eyes were closed and my heart pounding and one thing I knew was that I didn't like what was happening, not one bit, but I couldn't do anything but lie there. I don't know how he did it, I don't know how he made me cum, but it wasn't because I liked what he was doing, but my body responded and let go in his hands. He had sex with me and I wished I'd died that night. I literally begged for death." I don't realise that I'm in tears until the tears fall and lands on the back of my hands, and I look up and see Kemi hand

“Crying ain't make the world care about you! You and your mama will pay those bills. I ain't paying shit.” I shook my head, tears pouring down my face. I wanted to tell him it wasn't my fault. I wasn't a rabid dog. I was loveable. I wasn't a bad human being, but he left the room already. I crawled to the corner, my knees sore and red. I wrapped my arms around myself, and I cried. Maybe he was right. Maybe I really was unloveable. Because love didn’t feel like this. *** PRESENT DAY

The insults kept coming, and each one cut deeper. My hands shook as I held Greg. “Yes… yes…I am chaos! The girl no one stands for me!” I cried. “My life is a mess! I regret ever standing up for my mom! I regret ever saying yes to her request! I regret everything! You can judge me but you would never know what I passed through to get to this situation in life! You don't know!” The tears wouldn’t stop. I was sobbing openly now, my body shaking. Diego looked at me one last time, his face hard. Then he turned and walked out the door without another word, slamming it behind him.

“Do you know what it feels like to be hurt? To lose control. To lose the one person you really loved all because of a stupid mistake?” “Come on. Don't cry. Forgive yourself. You deserve to do that.” He continued rubbing my hands. I'm pissed at myself for crying in front of my teacher. It's so embarrassing, talking about my ex with him. Gosh. “Thank you.” I pulled my hands away and cleaned my tears again. “I'm good.” “Glad you've stopped crying.” He moved his chair back. “You know, when you feel so broken, you could do a lot to distract yourself.”

Well, it's not like I started it. “Ahhh!! What is wrong with me today!” I shouted, jumping onto my bed and flopping down like a little kid having a tantrum. I knew the answer: it was the disgusting sight that fool had forced my beautiful eyes to see. Now I had to sit and eat in front of that man, how did he even do it with that girl, that's probably why she was crying. I guess it must have hurt, which felt truly sickening. The fact that he was the only one who could technically ask for a divorce was so annoying. Maybe I should ask him. Who knows, he might agree to it. —

I said seriously then left him dumbfounded Unexpectedly, tears welled up in my eyes I feel a lot of chest pain right now and I don't know why tears won't stop in my eyes while walking they started looking at me the world really hates me "Why is the destined Alpha of Ulkira's Clan crying?"

“Gods, what a waste. Did you see the ass on that one? She does hot yoga.” I want to kick him in the shins for being so gross but I contain myself – marginally. “I’m so sorry to have ruined your hookup with some married lady.” I’m being sarcastic. He has to know that. Still the bastard says, “Apology accepted.” I groan. Mia giggles. At least she’s done crying. I drop my attention back to her and clean up any residual mess from her excessive crying. “What happened?” Beau asks, one brow lifting.

“LOOK AT ME!” For a second…just a second…his head turns slightly. Our eyes meet. And everything inside me shatters. Because his eyes…they're fading. No. No, no, no. “Stay with me!” I cry hysterically. “Lucas please stay with me! Don’t you dare close your eyes!” Tears stream down uncontrollably. “I’m sorry…” I sob. “I’m so sorry… this is my fault… I’m so sorry…” Stephanie is crying just as hard.

“Are you crying?” “Yes…” I don’t even bother to deny it. “Gustaf is terrible, but I will tell you more about that later. I would love to go there, but I don’t have any money or a car,” I cry louder and laugh at how pathetic I am. “Shit, I can’t stop crying. This is so embarrassing and so not me. I don’t react like this. I’m so sorry.” “Don’t apologize.” I nod even though he can’t see me. “I have to get away from Gustaf. He is a piece of shit and fucking crazy.”

" Colin set down his fork, gazing at me with disbelief as if attempting to verify the validity of my words. Perhaps everything I said seemed absurd and impossible to him. I managed to maintain a calm composure while meeting Colin's stare. However, as memories flooded my mind, I suddenly felt a deep sense of sorrow, and my tears started brimming uncontrollably. I swore I tried hard not to cry, but I couldn't hold it in. Colin noticed my tears and quickly picked up a tissue to wipe them away. I took the tissue from him, buried my face in it, and cried silently, letting out all the frustration and sadness in my heart.