Fear Is What If Faith Is Even If の小説・ストーリー

And fear. And the terrible certainty that hope alone wasn't enough

"But tell me... can you still choose hope... when I show you every future where hope fails?" The golden eyes shone brighter. "I am Fear. I have never lied. And now... it is your turn to answer me." The wind died completely. Even the stars seemed to wait. For the first time, Aiden stood face to face... not with hatred, not with darkness, but with the oldest question every heart must answer: *Will you keep believing... even when you know you can lose?*

I am leaving soon anyway. I wish I did not. I wish him to stop me. Even when I am so afraid of letting go of him, or walking away, there is Someone who assures me that my faith is going to win and that no matter what happens, nothing in this world can separate us. Nothing can separate what is joined by God.

Charlie remained silent. After a long pause, he let out a short, wry laugh. "...You really aren't afraid that I’ll run away, are you?" They say those who are loved have nothing to fear. Wen "Nothing-to-Fear" Candice had been spoiled by him to the point of having immense confidence. "If the sky wants to rain, or a mother wants to remarry, or a man wants to run—those are natural disasters, acts of God. Fearing them is useless, so I might as well keep a level head."

“You doubt Her gift?” "Not Her", he rumbled. "Them." “Who?” "The ones inside these walls. The ones who bowed today, but whose hearts stank of fear." I exhaled slowly. He wasn’t wrong. Fear was the seed Nythera would water first. “They’ll fall in line,” I said. “If not for faith, then for her.” Faith cracks faster than stone, my wolf growled. Stone breaks under pressure. I glanced back at Rayna. The soft rise and fall of her chest steadied something in me and broke something else. I wanted to stay like this. Just watch her breathe. Pretend the world wasn’t changing under our feet.

Let him see that my spirit, unlike my hopes, hadn't been extinguished. My breath hitched, a ragged sound in the otherwise silent den. I could feel the tremor that ran through my own body, a testament to the sheer force of his presence. Yet, I held my ground. My legs remained planted, my shoulders squared. I wouldn't offer him the satisfaction of seeing me yield or flee.

Maps and reports littered the surface, each marked with another sighting, another lie. “He’s turning the city against us. Every time we move, he moves too, and no one can tell which side is real. If this keeps spreading, the city won’t trust us anymore.” Ian leaned back in his chair, grin sharp but eyes thoughtful. “Trust is overrated. Fear keeps people alive. If they can’t tell who’s real, maybe that keeps them off balance.” Madison’s glare cut across the room. “Fear doesn’t hold a city together. It tears it apart.”

“To wield. You take what you want.” Joy smirked, catching the rhythm. “To fear. If you’re smart, you make someone else take it.” Samuel leaned forward, his eyes gleaming. “Fear works. People won’t question you if they’re afraid.” Limmins arched an eyebrow. “So fear is a tool?” Miriam, as always, was precise in her logic. “It depends on who’s holding it.”

She whispered brokenly, “I know sweetheart, but we can trust, can’t we? We can trust that it’s there.” She wrapped her arms around him and nodded against his chest. “I guess so. That’s faith, is it not?” He remembered the verse from the Bible, ‘now faith is the assurance of things hoped, the evidence of things not seen.’ “Yes, Babygirl. Yes, it is.”

Others turned away. I didn’t blame them. Fear was easier than faith. At the gates, Kael finally asked, “Was it worth coming?” “Yes,” I said. “Because now I know who’s still watching. And what they’re afraid of.” “What’s that?” I