Fight This Feeling Anymore Lyrics Novels & Stories

My heart feels empty after seeing that slut kissing Gavin, but I refuse to waste any more tears. After my body is pushed to its limit I sink down on the mats in the guest bedroom and take a sip of water. For the first time, I listen to the words of the song playing. You hold me without touch, You keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much. To drown in your love, And I’ll feel your rain. Set me free, leave me be I don’t want to fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand so tall Just the way I’m supposed to be.

I thought nothing could ruin this feeling. Well, the universe still wanted to Fuck me up

Not just today. Not just from the beating. Tired of everything. Tired of trying. Tired of being quiet. Tired of being the one who endured. A thought slipped into my head. Soft. Dangerous. Maybe I should just stop. Just… stop fighting. Let it end. It would be easier. No more pain. No more humiliation. No more trying to prove something no one wanted to hear. My body went still. The fire roared outside. The heat grew stronger. This was it.

His voice touched her soul as the tears of joy started streaming out of her eyes. THAT YOU ARE THE REASON, I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT NO MORE, I DON'T WANT TO HIDE NO MORE, I DON'T WANT TO CRY NO MORE, COME BACK. I NEED YOU TO HOLD ME. (YOU ARE THE REASON) A LITTLE CLOSER NOW, JUST A LITTLE CLOSER NOW, COME A LITTLE CLOSER, I NEED YOU TO HOLD ME TONIGHT. I'D CLIMB EVERY MOUNTAIN,

"You wanting me to show more interests To always keep that big bright smile Be that pinky little perfect princess But I'm not that type of child" Lagi nila akong pinipilit sa lahat ng gusto nila. Kahit ayaw ko pinipilit pa rin nila! "And this storm is rising inside of me Don't you feel that our world's collide It's getting harder to breath It hurts deep inside" Kahit hindi ko sabihin sa kanila. Hindi lang galit ang nararamdaman ko, pati na rin, lungkot. Matinding lungkot.

"As the owner of your body." "Nobody owns me, you hear that? I will flirt with whomever I want and I don't care if you kill them, that's your problem." My head spun again as my memory flashed. I held the bathroom sink tight for support and continued singing to ignore the pounding in my head. 'Ok, I don't really, really wanna fight anymore I don't really, really wanna fake it no more Play me like The Beatles Baby, just let it be So come on, put the blame on me, yeah…' I sang louder.

Elleanna turned on Weight of the World by citizen Soldier on her phone and sang along to it “Feel the weight of the world…over me tonight….if i break…if i break down this time..hope you know I tried…my mind’s such a mess..I can’t handle it…I’m at the end of my rope…I’m so sick of this…just so over it…why won’t you let me let go?…my neck is breaking..body shaking..sometimes it’s so hard to breathe..but no one sees…it follows me..I always end up..underneath…the weight of the world..I don’t like…like myself very much…despite all your kind words…can’t explain why I’m hurting myself..but it feels deserved…my mind’s such a mess..I can’t handle it..I’m at the end of my rope..I’m so sick of this..I’

I continue playing the chorus part now and sing it while choking a sob midway through it. 'Just a little bit of your heart Just a little bit of your heart Just a little bit is all I'm asking for' I'm having a hard time finishing the chorus without crying. I'm hurting too much. It hurts so much I hate it. It hurts to much that I hate myself. 'I don't ever tell you How I really feel Cause I can't find the words to Say what I mean And nothing's ever easy That's what they say I know I'm not your only

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Take your eyes off of me so I can leave I'm far too ashamed to do it with you watching me This is never-ending, we have been here before But I can't stay this time 'cause I don't love you anymore Please, stay where you are Don't come any closer Don't try to change my mind I'm being cruel to be kind I can't love you in the dark It feels like we're oceans apart There is so much space between us Baby, we're already defeated Ah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah Everything changed me You have given me something that I can't live without You mustn't underestimate that when you are in doubt But I don't want to carry on like everything is fine The longer we ignore it, the more we will fight Please,