Novel & Cerita First Love Only? I Left Him First, Now The Ceo Can’t Let Go

“Tatum. Look at me.” I hesitated before I looked up at him. “I’m so sorry that I didn’t wait, but no. I never cared about those girls, and it was just for release. Nothing about it was intimate or meaningful. You are the first one I have ever cared about, the first one I am falling in love with, and the first one I will make love to.” His hand reached out to hold mine. “You are my one and only.” “Y-you are falling in love with me?” I whispered.

“That does not answer my question. I thought you were the one woman who could see past my son’s… exterior. That you understood him. What could possibly have happened that it would end in such a humiliating public display?” This was it. The moment of truth. I took a steadying breath. “Liam was the one I loved first,” I confessed, the truth feeling both terrifying and liberating to say to this man. “We met during college. He was my first love.” The Chairman’s eyebrows rose almost imperceptibly. This was news to him. “So what of Julian?” he asked, a flicker of confusion breaking through his stoic mask. “Was his proposal a joke to you?”

What I do know is that he's back to being the old CEO I met a year ago, but with a touch of romance. The first time he declared his feelings for me is still etched in my memory. I confess that at that moment, I thought it was just another one of his moves to keep me by his side, but when he granted me my freedom... that, indeed, made something inside me snap. You might be wondering, did you leave your life without even saying goodbye? And I tell you, if I had said goodbye to him at that moment, I wouldn't have had the strength to truly leave him, and I needed to stay away and think more clearly. I love him, and this love is so great that I would be willing to submit to his whims without ques

She might be in some country, married, single, a divorcee or whatever" " I see" " So tell me... Who is your first love Serena? "Matteo Alessandro is my first and last love" " Okay. So what I wanted to tell you earlier that is impressive... " " Yes, yes. What is it? "Chill Serena. Okay. Well... I want us to have a fresh start" " Fresh start? How? Break up and start from the beginning? "No. Serena, do you know that we never had a good beginning. In fact, we were never friends. You forced me into this marriage"

"Why can’t you just be cruel? Why can’t you just scream at me and tell me to go away? Why do you keep talking gently when your words cut deeper than a sword?" He stepped forward slowly, like he was afraid I would run from him. "Lorna…" he whispered, "I never wanted to hurt you. You were my first love. You've been someone special to me, and that’s something I can’t erase." I shook my head so hard it made me dizzy. "First love? Do you know how empty those words sound right now? You’re asking me to be proud of being your first when you’ve given your last and your forever to someone else." My hands were shaking even as I pointed to him. "Do you know what that makes me? Do you?"

''I bet you don't even know that I'm Adams first love. "What?" Alicia muttered, the whole information was just too much for her, she wanted to yell at Evie and tell her that she's lying but she couldn't do it because deep down she could tell that Evie was telling the truth, that she wasn't lying about this. "Yes my dear Alicia." Evie chuckled. "I'm Adams first love, one he was head over heels in love with, the one he was crazy about for years." She smiled. "And you know there's a saying that you can't ever get over your first love, one might meet other people and love them too but a first love will always remain a first love."

Killian’s arms tightened around me, but he stayed silent, letting me talk. “And before that,” I continued, voice even smaller, “there was this guy I had a crush on forever, his name was Caleb. We finally hung out alone and… things started happening. But he couldn’t, um… he couldn’t figure it out. It was awkward and awful and his mom called in the middle and… nothing actually happened.” I risked a glance up. Killian’s expression was unreadable, but his eyes were soft. “So yeah,” I finished, barely a whisper. “Room 47 was my first everything. You’re my first everything.”

My makeup looked fine, but my eyes showed the turmoil I was feeling. How did things end up like this? How did I change from being his spouse, his wife, to this? "Get yourself together, Ecca," I said quietly, but my voice broke. Tears flowed down my cheeks and my chest heaved as I tried to push the sob back. Five years ago, I thought I had made the best decision. I left behind money, a cozy home, and what I thought was love. When my family lost all our money, I had to put aside my ego and take on this job. I thought working for Markos would only be for a little while, but I ended up staying longer.

“You will get someone better…” “Mr. AlwaysThere, isn’t it? I think I always knew you loved him all along. That’s why I was actually prepared to be rejected, but helpless when I fell in love with you. Mr. AlwaysThere is a really lucky guy, I am kinda jealous…” he started crying while laughing wryly. “I am sorry. Even though I was prepared, I didn’t know it would hurt this bad.” He opened the door and said without looking at Zeve. “And I know, I might get someone better. I might actually fall in love again. It’s just that I will never be able to love anyone like I loved you — because you are my first love, after all.”

She whisper quietly looking down at her lap. I frown . I put the brown box aside and sit beside her on the bed holding her hand. " hey....listen you don't need to ever feel guilty or embarrasse about money or asking me something. Do you get it." I said softly looking at her eyes. " Because my love , the money , the empire that I built , its all because of you. Because I want to spoil you so much. I don't fucking care if you don't remember me and my love , all I want is you by my side. You never have to be embarrass about not able to reciprocate my feelings, I am fine with it but don't ever force yourself."