LOGINRae just wanted to lose her virginity and forget the name of the boy who ruined her first time. So when her wild best friend dares her to visit Club Obsidian - a secret invite-only pleasure club where older men pick submissive girls for one unforgettable night - Rae agrees. She expected nerves. She expected heat. She didn’t expect a hot and sexy tattooed stranger in his forties with a tongue piercing, three rings, and a voice that could melt bone. He didn’t ask for her name. He just whispered, “Dance for me, kitten.” And by morning, Rae was ruined - in the best way possible. But her world shatters when she walks into her mother’s house… and finds him standing in the living room. Because the man who owned her body last night? Is her stepfather’s brother. Her step-uncle. Now he’s living in the pool house, teasing her at dinner, flexing shirtless by the pool, and whispering filthy things when no one’s around. He says it was supposed to be one night. But the way he touches her? The way he stares at her like he’s starving? He doesn’t want to let go. And neither does she. Even if it means losing everything.
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I wasn’t supposed to say it out loud. But I did. Sitting on the edge of Zara’s bed, clutching a throw pillow like it could swallow my shame. “I still haven’t lost it,” I muttered, eyes fixed on the floor. Zara’s head snapped around. “Wait. Still?! I thought you and Caleb-?” “Yeah, that’s the problem.” I groaned. “We tried. And by tried, I mean... he couldn’t even get it in.” Zara’s jaw dropped. “You’re joking.” “I wish I was.” I sank deeper into the pillow, face burning. “It was awkward. He kept apologizing, saying he was nervous. And I…I just couldn’t stop overthinking. Then his mom called, and that was the end of it.” Zara blinked. Then covered her mouth like she was about to explode. And she did. Into laughter. “Oh my God, Rae. You poor, innocent cupcake.” “Don’t laugh! I’m so traumatized.” “I’m not laughing at you, I’m laughing at boys,” she said, flopping beside me. “You deserve better than some soft-spoken college baby who doesn’t know the difference between a G-spot and a G****e map.” I groaned louder. “No, listen. I’m serious.” Her voice suddenly dropped to that dangerous whisper she always used right before trouble. “What you need... is a man.” I side-eyed her. “Define man.” “Someone older. Experienced. Someone who’s going to ruin you - in the best way possible.” I blinked. “That’s not helpful.” Zara grinned like the devil. “I have an idea.” Oh no. Not again. “Zara...” “Shush. Hear me out.” She reached under her bed and pulled out her tablet. “It’s called Club Obsidian.” I stared at her like she’d just offered to sell my soul. “What the hell is that?” She tapped through the site like she’d memorized the whole thing. “It’s private. Discreet. Invitation-only. Mature, dominant men looking for submissive girls - for one night. One room. No names. No pressure. Just pure experience.” “You want me to hook up with a stranger?” “Not a stranger. A fantasy.” I opened my mouth, then closed it. She turned the screen to me. It showed dim red lighting, silhouettes of women in heels, and a sleek black interface that made it look more like a luxury hotel than a pleasure club. My heart jumped into my throat. It looked tempting. “Zara, I don’t know…” “Rae. You want to actually lose it this time, right? No more awkward fumbling. No more emotionally constipated boys.” She sat up straighter, her face suddenly serious. “This is about you. You take control by surrendering it - just for one night. And you walk away with a story you’ll never forget.” I bit my lip. One night. No strings. No commitment. No labels. Just... a secret. It was insane. And yet… “I don’t have an account.” “You will. I already signed you up.” My eyes bulged. “You what?!” “Relax. I used a fake name. Riley Summers. Sounds hot, right?” “Zara…” “And look,” she grinned, tapping the screen, “you’ve already been verified.” “What does that even mean?” “That means someone saw your picture and liked it.” I blinked. “You sent them my picture?!” “Just your face. Relax. I added filters. You look like a freaking goddess.” She leaned closer, lowering her voice. “Do you trust me?” I swallowed. Did I? Yes. Stupidly, completely, and dangerously. She grabbed my hand. “Then let me make you over.” ~~~~ Ten minutes later, I was in Zara’s bathroom, staring at the stranger in the mirror. Tiny black skirt. No bra instead a lace crop top that barely covered my chest. Cherry red lipstick. Glossy hair falling over my shoulders. And around my neck… A black choker with a tiny gold star dangling from the center. “I look like I’m asking for something forbidden.” I whispered. Zara leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, eyes gleaming with pride. “No, babe. You look like a good girl waiting for someone to unleash her.” I laughed nervously. “What if I mess it up again?” She walked over, took my face in her hands, and smiled. “Look hot. Act innocent. Let him ruin you.” My phone buzzed. I looked down. ROOM 47 awaits you. My breath caught in my throat. This was real. I was doing this. Zara grinned like a proud mama sending her kid off to war. “Now go,” she whispered. “And don’t come back until you forget Caleb’s name forever.” I turned back to the mirror one last time. Lips red. Eyes wide. Heart racing faster than a sports car. And in that moment… I wasn’t Rae the good girl. I was Riley Summers. The girl who was about to be ruined.Rae's POV Zara grabbed my hand. “Hey. Look at me. If Killian says it’s not his, believe him. He’s crazy about you. I’ve seen the way he looks at you—like you hung the moon. He’s not gonna throw that away for some messy ex. And even if by some miracle it was his, he’d still choose you. I can tell.”I swallowed hard. “You think?”“I know,” she said firmly. “Now stop spiraling. Let’s talk about something else. Like how I’m actually feeling… weirdly okay today.”I blinked. “Wait, really?”She nodded, tucking hair behind her ear. “Yeah. I cried it out last night. And honestly? I think I’m ready to move on. There’s this guy… older, like mid-30s, really private. We’ve been talking. He’s sexy as hell—deep voice, tattoos, the whole vibe. He’s not rushing anything, just… slow and intentional. It’s refreshing after my ex’s bullshit.”I smiled, squeezing her hand. “That sounds promising.”“It is,” she said, blushing a little. “But I’m not jumping in blind. I just… want some good sex to properly
Rae’s POVI took a deep breath, smoothed my dress, the same one from last night—wrinkled now, but Mom wouldn’t notice, and walked across the patio toward the main house. I slipped through the back door into the kitchen. The smell hit me first—bacon frying, coffee brewing, toast popping from the toaster. Mom was at the stove, humming softly to herself, hair pulled into a loose bun, wearing her favorite floral robe. She looked so… Mom. Comforting. Familiar. And completely unaware that her daughter had just spent the night wrapped in the arms of the man she thought was just family.She turned when she heard the door, and her face lit up.“Rae! There you are!”I forced a smile, stepping fully into the room. “Morning, Mom.”She set down the spatula and crossed to me, pulling me into a warm hug. “I was worried when I didn’t see you in your room this morning. I even went to the pool house to ask Killian if he’d seen you—he said he thought you’d gone to Zara’s after her breakup. I was abou
Rae’s POVThe first thing I felt when I woke up was the steady rise and fall of Killian’s chest beneath my cheek.We were still tangled together on the pool-house bed—my leg thrown over his hip, his arm heavy around my waist, fingers splayed protectively across my lower back. The sheets were twisted around us, one of my hands tucked under his pillow, the other curled against his heart. His breathing was deep and even, the kind of sleep that only comes after exhaustion and safety.I didn’t want to move.The room was soft and dim—early morning light just beginning to slip through the blinds in pale gold threads.The fairy lights we’d left on low still glowed faintly, casting tiny stars across the walls.I shifted slightly, nuzzling closer, and felt Killian stir. His arm tightened instinctively, pulling me flush against him. A sleepy hum rumbled in his chest.“Morning, babygirl,” he mumbled, voice thick and gravelly. His lips found my forehead—soft, lazy kisses trailing down my temple.
Rae’s POVThe pool-house bathroom light was off, but the soft glow from the main room spilled under the door, turning everything a muted gold. Killian’s arms were still around me, strong and steady, his heartbeat thumping against my cheek. I hadn’t moved since he’d opened the door—hadn’t spoken, hadn’t even breathed properly. The word pregnant was still looping in my head like a broken record, each repetition louder, heavier, more impossible.Bianca. Pregnant. Killian’s ex. And she said it was his.Killian’s chin rested on top of my head. He hadn’t let go. His hands rubbed slow, soothing circles on my back, but I could feel the tension in his shoulders, the way his breath hitched every few seconds like he was trying to hold himself together.After what felt like forever, he spoke—voice low, careful, like he was afraid the wrong word would break me.“Baby,” he whispered. “Do you want me to carry you?”I didn’t answer with words. I just nodded—small, baby-like—lifting my arms up li






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