Strings of Lies
I looked up into his eyes and all I could see were warm eyes, too soft that I could smell how dangerous it was.
When he kissed me yesterday or fingered me today, I desperately wanted his touch, everything felt void as though it was just us, like he had poisoned it in my heart to become attracted to him. I pulled back, my hands on his chest. “Xavier.” I said softly. “ This shouldn't be”
“Maybe we can.” he whispered. “Let it happen, you desire it so let yourself feel it once again.”
He spun me around for me to see our reflection, it looked perfect, a younger man who could satisfy me yet I couldn't accept it but for the first time, I didn't feel guilty, I felt alive.
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