Novel & Cerita He Begged For My Love After Breaking My Heart

His fists clenched at his sides as he looked at me with desperation in his eyes. "I'm sorry," I choked out, feeling the weight of guilt crushing me. "I never wanted to hurt you, Brax. But I need to do what's best for me right now." He screamed out in a mix of anger and pain. I wanted to grab him and hold him to take away his pain, but I knew that wouldn't help anyone right now. As he turned and walked away from me, his shoulders slumped in defeat. I knew that I had broken him. The sound of his footsteps echoing in the empty alleyway only served to emphasize the fact that I had lost the love of my life.

I grabbed my hair and sob after the sob escaped from my chest, my heart hurt, it hurt so bad that I want to end this pain forever. "Meera" my eyes shot up to meet his and I went limp against his chest and he held me, as a promise. A promise to break. I should have known that he would hurt me. But damn this fucking love, this fucking heart. He gently stroked my back as I broke down in his arms, my painful wails echoed in the room. "Why wasn't I enough? " "Meera--" "I gave my everything to you, I let you do everything to me, then why did you break me apart like this, why Abram why? "

I couldn't believe that the cold and heartless man they spoke of was crying in front of me. "I...I love you, Cole Aiden Miller. We both deserve each other. You're the only man I'll love for the rest of my life. My heart never stops loving you, even after you broke it once. I'm just going to keep loving you, every second of every minute, every minute of every hour," I confessed in English.

"Hit me, hit me all you want but please don't leave me...I...I ..am sorry..I was not having any other option..I can't live without you... Please, please understand I love you, I love you so damn much I can't live without you, please." He looked at me pleadingly. "I love you, so much..." He whispered again in a defeated voice. I looked at his broken state. I felt an actual pain in my chest as if something has snapped. What's happening to him? My hands are shaking badly from fear, pain, weakness I don't really know why.

He looked like a handsome lunatic escaped from asylum. "Sophia...my love." He tried to touch my shoulders but I flinched backward. Hurt flashed on his face but he respected my reaction. I wanted to trust him but first I had to listen to his explanation. "I know you're mad at me. I am not asking you to forget everything and fly in my arms like nothing had happened. I broke your heart and crushed it brutally but I had my reasons, Sophia. Please give me a chance to prove my loyalty and undying love for you." He sounded desperate while he was pleading me to give him a chance.

The disappointment was sharp, but I straightened, trying to hide the hurt and the memories of times I had avoided his hugs and touches for irrational reasons just because I wanted to hurt him, and here I was, being given the taste of my medicine. "Marcus," I began after a deep breath that didn't seem to calm my trembling voice. "I… I am so sorry, but I don't think I can do without you; you can't turn cold to me; I feel miserable enough; please don't do this to me.” I struggled to fight my tears with every word I said; I had never begged for love like this; this love was worth begging, but I still felt pathetic.

I cut in. “I am really sorry. You didn’t deserve that. You have done so much for me. Please can you forgive me. Let’s go back to the way we were.” He begged. “You are insane if you think I am getting back with you.” I said incredulously. “Please. I’ve left Rosa. You are the woman I love.” I frowned. He was lying and I knew it, then the truth hit me. “She left you didn’t she? She dumped you like trash.” I laughed. “Why? What happened?”

I'm sure that it won't change anything. If I said more of those things, I might never let him go. This night would turn into me, crying my heart out, begging for him to love me back and I don't want that ... not because I don't want to beg. I would do it in a heartbeat. I would beg for him to take me back. I just don’t want to make it harder for him. Begging isn't the answer. I took a deep breath before starting again.

My body was made to take him. “Listen, please.” He goes still inside of me. “My heart, I’m scared there isn’t much left. People keep breaking it. I just want you to know I’ll do this either way, but I can’t have what’s left of it broken. I don’t think I could bear it because I will fall in love with you if we keep going this way.”

He begged but my heart only cracked further. And that's when I hit my breaking point. He's not allowed to beg for someone he doesn't love, he's not allowed to beg for me. "No. Don't you get it? I hate you!, Stay the hell away from me. Did you think I was going to be okay with all of this and just say 'Oh yeah, it's okay that you lied Elijah. I love you, let's fuck?" No! You were supposed to love me like a mate should. " I screamed. I held back the tears, the pain, I just ignored it all. I had to do this. "And I promise you something now, in return. I will never love you again. I take it all back, everything I've ever told you. I promise that I won't mean anything to you anymore.