Novel & Cerita Here We Go Again On My Own

“Come to me now” Wait. Did I just fail in my own game?

Aches jolt from the bottom of my feet to the back of my calves, and I bite back groan of pain. "Don't move just yet." Quill instructs me, running out the room, and then coming back with a clunky wooden chair that has wheels and hand rests, tiny levers on the side of the wheels. "Let me help you in this wheelchair." he says, and I stare at him, then back on the chair. "I haven't lost the ability to walk though." I argue, standing shakily on my own two feet, as I try to walk, almost falling on my face.

* *What if I'm not strong enough* *To rise and start again? *But then I feel this heartbeat* *Growing deep inside* *And I know I'm not alone here* *No matter what I decide* My hand moved from the guitar to my stomach. Just for a moment. Just enough. The crowd stirred. Whispers spreading like wildfire. *So call me over, call me done* *Call me yesterday's news* *I'll still be here tomorrow* *Living what I choose* *I'm not your phoenix rising* *I'm not your comeback queen*

Not anymore. Myself included.

For my own sake. This time, I won’t look back.

I was perplexed, I wondered where we were going and I was praying and hoping not back to the apartment again. I looked up at him in the back seat in the car but he didn't spare me a glance at all. " I don't want to even look at her else I will break down, that's my weakest spot, seeing a woman crying..." Kelvin said to himself. The driver went on for a few minutes before the driver made a turn to the right of the road. The kids are my blood too, I need to let her go see them, I can't be wicked towards my own, Kelvin said to himself on the way

I'm ready to live again. *********************************************

"Just this once. I swear I'll be the perfect driver from now on. I'll never be late, I'll never bring her near the car, and I'll do whatever you want." His voice dropped very low, so low that only I could hear it. But every single word that came out of his mouth was so profoundly delusional it was almost funny. I stared at him for a few seconds, and then I actually laughed out loud. "Hayden, where do you get the nerve to say something like that to me?" Hayden stiffened. Panic flashed through his eyes, and he instinctively threw a nervous glance back at Casey. "Ms. Gray." Hayden panicked, lowering his voice even further. "Please keep it down…"

I know deep down that I am done for. ##########

As I started the car, I whispered to myself, "Not again." And this time, I meant it.