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Mon started planning her revenge after realizing she couldn't live her life in fear of all of her enemies tracking her and might kill her one day. Before she could live her quiet life, she decided to fix everything and finish her existing problems in her past life with the thought that that one person she met has something to do with her current situation. Could Mon accomplish her mission and enjoy the life she wants, or would she fail horribly, putting her in sorrow after all she had fought so hard with all her two lives?