Novel & Cerita I Just Want To Be In Love

"It can grow over time. Sometimes people get engaged first and then fall in love." "That's stupid," Emilia declared with the absolute certainty of childhood. "People should only get married if they love each other. Like you and Daddy did." The mention of James hit me like a physical blow. "Yes," I agreed softly. "Like your dad and I did." Emilia played with her spoon, swirling melting ice cream around the bowl. "I don't want a new dad." "No one's trying to replace your dad," I assured her quickly. "No one could ever do that."

Napatawa naman ito sa iniakto niya. "Clearly, we have a lot to work on," komento nito. "My father is watching us very closely since we announced our engagement. So, if we want this to work, we have to make them believe that we are in love. Or at least... we need to make them believe that we really want to get married." She sighed yet again. Parang kinain niya ang sinabi niya kay Madeleine kanina lang. She thinks she needs convincing herself. Mahirap pala. Mahirap ang umaktong in love sa taong ayaw mo naman makasama sa umpisa.

The images move in slow motion, allowing me to remember every detail of them. "I always cared for you, Dylan. You know that. Do you want to know the truth? About why am I like this?" I replied while gently rubbing his hand. "Dylan, I like you, not just as my best friend. I want to be with you for the rest of your life. Want to kiss on the lips. Woke up in your arms." Then I slowly dragged my face closer to his face. I looked at his kissable lips and gulped. I have been dreaming of the day that I could kiss him on the lips.

is it so wrong? I just want to make this love happen...I'm not the heroine who's just gonna stand there and be hurt while watching the person he love be with another girl... I'm not gonna give up and regret the things I could've done... ... is this the right thing to do? everyday, I feel like I'm becoming more and more selfish.

It was over. ¶¶ All I ever wanted was to be accepted, loved and cared for; just the way I am. ~ Emily James ¶¶

The most beautiful man in the world was there, naked, in front of her, with his gorgeous green eyes locked on her. “I love you…” she started in a trembling tone. “Oh, God… I do… I just love you. And I have been trying not to say it. I’ve been trying so hard to just mash it down and ignore it. I kept telling myself that you are trouble, that you are just like Jared or worse. That I should stay away from you and find someone else. But I know that being with someone else isn’t going to work because I love you. I’m so in love with you. Nix. You’re in me, in every fiber of my being. It’s like I’m infected by you and I just can’t think about anything or anybody. And I can’t go on, I can’t breathe,

I love you. "Hmmmpt, Zav ... "

“I only want to be with you… forever.” Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes as the truth poured out of me. “God knows I want no one else in my life right now but you, Teddy. I want to build a beautiful family with you. I want to wake up every morning with you beside me. I don’t know what I would’ve done if you hadn’t stood by me… if you hadn’t trusted me enough to stay by my side. I love you. I love you so much.”

I am happy in love. The End.

I know I'm beautiful But, I know I'm ugly too I'm slowly loosing all the self love which I manged to gathered... I wish I could share it But it's there someone willing to listen it? And not judge me? I don't want advice... I just want someone to listen it I'm scared to be alone But to scared to ask for companion Im Trying my level best to stop it.. But I just don't how to do it... I feel like I'm slipping into depression and there's no one out to see it..