I Wanna Be You นิยาย & เรื่องราว

“It’s asking something of me.” ​His eyes searched mine, searching for the girl he knew. “What?” ​“It wants me to choose,” I said. “Not between you and the world. Between what I am… and what it wants me to be.” ​“And what do you want to be?” he asked softly, his voice the only quiet thing left in the universe. ​I didn't hesitate. “Yours. Myself. Free.” ​The deep presence flared, bright and steady. Then speak it.

I said quietly, “I used to dream about being seen. Being chosen. I thought if the world finally noticed me, I’d feel whole.” Adrian’s thumb traced lazy circles over my hand. “And now?” “Now I just want peace,” I whispered. “Not fame. Not headlines. Just a life where I don’t have to defend who I am.” He didn’t reply, but the look in his eyes said enough—that if he could, he’d build me that peace himself. “I don’t know how to do this,” I admitted. “I don’t know how to be with someone like you.” Adrian turned toward me, his hand finding mine. “Then we figure it out. Together.”

Because maybe I don’t want to be saved. Maybe I just want to burn.

I knew I shouldn't be upset, but I couldn't help it. I had loved him, after all. And watching someone you once loved betray you right in front of your face hurts like hell. I told myself to forget it and just endure a little longer. This would be the last time I ever let him make me feel this way. Thank God I got to live again. Thank God I had the chance to stay away from trash like him. Later that night, Byron stood behind me in the room and said, "Bethany, once we get to Centraford, you and Lisa should switch identities."

Do you need to hide to be you? Do you need to be alone to be happy? Do you need to turn your back to stop hurting? Do you need to close your eyes to feel loved? Do you need to shut yourself to feel safe? Do you want to be Snow? Or do you want to be you? But regardless of who you want to be, please know... that all I want is for you to be happy... Whether you are Snow, or you are your true self... Because your happiness is my happiness... Because you are my own snow...

I sobbed in front of him. He exhaled a sigh. "I'm leaving tomorrow," he announced. "Are you certain you want to leave?" I asked, nodding. This is the only way I can see the wounds in my heart beginning to heal. I'd like to restart my life in a new location. I want to be my old self again. My decision has already been made.

he carefully asked. Bammie nodded rather enthusiastically, but eventually scoffed. "I want to release an album or even just a single song that I personally wrote. It's my hobby. Unfortunately, nothing have been considered yet," she sighed dramatically, "But I'm not losing hope.. You see, at least you 'almost' got the approval. Just keep composing. You'll get there" she said cheerfully which made him chuckled.

"I have to find a way to turn off my brain." "Why? So you can be like the rest of us?" She dropped her hands to her side. "Yes. I want to be a regular girl." "Sorry. You're stuck being special." She loved him so much it hurt. She wanted him to think she was more than his best friend's kid sister. She wanted him to see her as a woman. Right, and while she was having a fantasy moment... maybe he could see her as a beautiful woman he ached for. As if!

So here you go. You look better in my fantasy I saw you when I was young All I wanted to do Was to be with you I worked and worked So I could be worthy I ran away So I can run towards you Now I stand before you But what do I feel that You look better in my fantasy You look better in my fantasy You were kind in my mind You were soulful in my heart Why do you seem so bleak now Did I miss something when we were apart Is it me that changed Or is it you