Novel & Cerita I Want To Be With Him So Bad

everything. I wanted him so badly that it actually hurt. Was this the mate bond he spoke of? Was I just a little late to the game? Is this what he’d felt the whole time I’d been at the palace? I felt like my skin was on fire. I needed him so desperately that it made my legs tremble.

He speaks so eloquently in a buttery, honey-like manner that would woo you even when the words are anything but nasty. “I. .” I manage to say, sneaking another gaze to the side, looking at my bestie and her fiancé. “I want to be with Killian. It’s been so long.” I say, my voice soft. Recently, the further away I am from Killian, the more I crave him like I’m addicted to some drug which I can’t break away from and it’s all so new to me that it’s crazy. I mean, I’ve been madly in love with him and drawn to him yet during this past week, I would be lying if I said in all my clearheadedness I did not think about him. “Can you do that for me? Please?” I beg, my desire for this obvious in my tone.

I want to love him, I want be the reason for his smile, I want to feel the warmth of his body again. ........................................................................

Please, don't leave me, don't leave me anymore. He pulls me close, we're just a few centimeters apart. His lips brush against mine. He looks into my eyes, waiting for my response. I don't want to go home, I don't want to be alone. I want to be with him, I want to be near him. I throw myself onto his lips to answer his question; I want to stay with him tonight.

“There’s something I want to tell you.” My heart races as I wait for him to continue. “I know we just met, but I feel this pull towards you. It’s probably the mate bond,” he sighs. “I want to be with you in every sense of the word. I know you’re with Alex, but...I want you to know I’m an option too.”

I need him gone, but God, I want him back inside me already. This can't be over.

Clear as day. I wanted him.

"You see, this is why I keep telling you there's just no way you guys won't work out. He's freaking amazing, you're amazing. It can't go wrong." "I never said I thought he was a bad guy," I say. "Just that I don't want to find out if we're bad together." I don't need this right now. Not with the feeling of him being inside of me still pulsing through my blood. Not with his kiss still lingering on my lips. Not when I've already been tortured by how much I miss him, or that I miss him at all. I hate how much I want to text him, call him, how hard it's becoming to stop myself from asking him to come over.

I just can't, so I'm sorry I fucked up in the beginning, but I just don't know what to do but I want you, so badly it kills me to think that I will loose you to someone else ". "That bad?", he asked me. "You have no idea. But, I don't know if this can work out. I want to be a 100% sure I can do this. I want to be sure of what I'm doing, get my life together. I want to be with you, I do. But not like this.

I ned to be with him. …I need him.