Novel & Cerita I Want To Be With Him So Bad

"I just told her she can still go after you if she wants to." "What do you mean?" He squinted his eyes. "I want you," I grinned, and his hands squeezed in response. It was no secret that I wanted him. "I've gotten so obsessed with wanting to be with you that I really want you now, and there's nothing you can do about it." "Amanah. I do—"

My lips part, but I can't find a single word to say at this moment. God, I want that so bad. I want to wake up next to him every day, fight with him, make up with him, build something real. I’ve never felt this crazy about anyone. He makes me feel safe and wild at the same time. Like I could face anything as long as he’s mine. I want to be the person he comes home to when the world is being cruel. I want to be his, officially and permanently. But what about Mom? What about the video she has of Cairo that could blow things south?

I reached the window right in time to see his tall, dressed in red, figure as he walked across the street to his home. The warmth of his soft lips and the gentle way his tongue touched mine was intoxicating. I wanted more. So much more…and tomorrow was a day with Matt again. I sighed both with longing and with sadness. “Adrian?!” I shook my head and my eyes flew to my mobile. Should I call him back? Must I? Is he deserving of my calling? I massaged my face with my palms, closing my eyes at a loss. I had no idea what I was going to do, but there was this heavy, overwhelming sensation.

“That felt like getting electrocuted.” “That’s what happens when the bond wants to be completed and we keep fighting it.” He stops pacing and looks at me. “It’s trying to force us together.” There’s something in his tone that makes my stomach drop. “And you don’t want that.” “It’s not about what I want.” He’s not looking at me anymore. “It means I can want you and still know this is a bad idea.” He finally looks at me and there’s something cold in his expression now. “I can fuck you until neither of us can think straight but that’s all this can be, I can’t give you more than that.”

"He says as he pulls me into a hug, and I let my tears out as I hug him back tightly. I've missed him. I want him. I want this... I want us. I want a life with him. The life I've always envisioned.

“Then I will stay with you, because I want the same thing… it is crazy but I want you, Lucas.” To be continued!!

I stated. "She said that?" he frowned as if in thought, "I'm not sure why she'd lie about it but I can assure you that isn't the case Anna" "She confessed to me that she really liked me and wanted us to go be together but then she dumped me saying that it was a mistake and that we can never be together" "I'm sorry to hear that but I don't understand the point your trying to make?" I asked completely puzzled as to where he was heading. "The thing is we're completely miserable without each other and it has something to do with you" he said and the soda I was sipping spilled right out my mouth.

but I really want him, so badly , desperately. it's like a feeling of wanting him but not in a sexual way, but in a internal way. I just want to touch his skin to appreciate how smooth it feels. hug him and live in his warmth of body. smell his scent and ruffle his soft hairs. look into his eyes while hearing his deep voice and sock in his presence like it's physically impossible to have someone like him.

The longing that I want to be with him again. Fuck this first love things... ugh!