In My Dreams I Hold A Knife Novels & Stories

“WHY DID YOU FOOL ME?!!!” She runs to me while still holding the knife as if she wants to stab me out of her anger at me. I closed my eyes when she was near me and she suddenly disappeared and I woke up. It is all just a dream. A very bad dream. I looked around and everybody was busy working while I was sweating because I fell asleep inside the truck. I took a deep breath and I thanked God that it was just a dream. “Duke” Ray called me while walking to me.

The sobs had choked me and I had screamed- screamed till I could not even utter a croak. I had covered my face with both hands in an attempt to shut out the images. But I could still see them with my eyes closed. I also heard the wet, liquid sound as the knife went into their bodies. I had woken up with a start, sweating profusely. It was only when I had woken up that I realized it was just a dream. That knowledge did not bring relief with it though.

And I would be helpless. Tonight, I had brought a knife from the kitchen and placed it under my pillow. I would not die without fighting back. I closed my eyes, trying to sleep. For some reason, my mind did not understand the fact that I was worried. I fell asleep. In my dream, I was back at House Silverclaw. I was walking along the corridors in a white night gown, my hand in Demian’s. He led me in our chamber. He closed the door behind us.

It was more of a nightmare. I kept seeing people chasing me about in a forest. No matter how frantically I ran, they refused to give up. Then, they caught up with me and kept asking about the thing. When I didn't say anything, I was beaten up. Just as quickly, the dream changed to me hiding behind some sort of desk. A man stood close to the place where I hid. He had a knife in his hand... a knife that was dripping with blood. As much as I tried to control my emotions and find a way to wake up, I couldn't do it.

A stunning woman with a perfectly sculpted body slowly approached me. I was completely frozen, unable to move, as I found myself captivated by her mesmerizing eyes. It felt like a bucket of ice water had been dumped on me when I caught sight of my mate holding a knife, ready to attack. My heart pounded as I woke up, realizing that it had all been a nightmare. I had been napping and had dreamt that my mate was out to get me. The image of her holding the knife haunted me as if it were a premonition of something sinister.

A muscle in his jaw twitched. "Huh? W-Where?" I asked surprised. He only appears in my dreams and I have no memory of meeting him anywhere else. "I met you in my dreams," he replied with his eyes glued to my face. "I kept dreaming of a beautiful woman with whom I shared a night in my bed and in the middle of the night when I opened my eyes, the woman was already holding a knife in her hands. She stabbed me repeatedly on my chest. She wanted to kill me in my dreams," he said. His lips drew back into a snarl.

Him holding me, me curled into him like I never wanted to leave. Until I woke up. I didn’t even realize I had gotten up. One moment I was dreaming, the next, I was standing over him, and there was a knife in my hand. I don’t even know where I got it from. My breath came in sharp, uneven gasps. My hand shook, but I couldn’t drop it. My heart was screaming. My soul was screaming. But the voice in my head was louder. ‘Do it!’ I looked down at Kaidon. He was asleep, chest rising and falling peacefully. His hand rested beside mine on the sheets, his lips slightly parted.

He grabbed my hair, while holding a knife on one hand. "You like sucking dicks, right?" He asked. I couldn't reply. "Well suck this!" Last thing I saw was he proceeding to shove a knife down my throat before I woke up screaming. I threw up right beside me. I didn't know my screams must have had been so loud as the next thing I heard was a knock from Kian who came in with a sword. "What happened?" He asked. "Are you hurt? What happened. He looked at my face and I was crying. It was merely just a dream. A nightmare of the one person I fear the most.

Normally I have dreams on things that have already happen but this has never happened before so why am I getting it all of a sudden? The sun was slowly rising and I noticed something as I was moving backwards. I picked it up and rose it to see a knife. I immediately hide it on my thigh, tearing a down layer of my shirt to hold the knife firmly against my leg. I am going to have to leave this place today, I don't know what time but it has to be today.

I said, turning her head on me, “I’m here, I’m back okay?” We stared at each other’s eyes before she exhaled, nodded at me and decided to stand up. She turned on the coffee table to grab the knife. My eyes darted into it and realized that I was just being paranoid, because it wasn’t the same knife in my dream. It was completely different.