It Would Be Great If You Didn't Exist Novels & Stories

Everything is ‘I’ these days. How can love exist in a world where the word, ‘myself’ exists? I think it is foolishness to believe the lies surrounding ‘love’. People are dreaming. It is like they live in a different planet on earth. Every day is a day for them to dream on. I even hear some say they wait for the love of their lives. Is that not waste of time? Why sit around and mope and day-dream about a world that does not exist? --//

I was making my way home, rushing to make some dinner for myself. Yeah, this is just a simple routine that I do daily. I know, it's a boring, pointless life. I've been like this since I was ten. Don't ask me why because life is never been too good for me. I even forgot someone important to me, and the promise we made for each other. *BEEP SHHH Inattentive, I suddenly saw a car's light flash through my life while I was running in the crossing lane---

𝘐𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮..

I could not stop myself from thinking, what would have happened if they didn't stop me. I would be dead, I would hurt everyone that ever knew me, even Paige would grieve me.

Mayna, that bitch almost killed me because of him. I wiped his tears. No... He shouldn't say sorry. I should be the one saying sorry. If only I hadn't been born or if only my parents never died. I would still be with them now in that chaotic town at least I won't be aware of the horror of this hidden world here. Or if only I hadn't moved out of my aunt's house and just continued living there happily, all these would never have happened.

She asks and I just shrug my shoulders. "I'm not and the best thing is if he would reject me instead or accept my rejection! We could be free from each other" I know he will probably never accept a rejection even how angry he would be. I have no problem living my life without a man in it, I have my family and friends here. We have a good thing going on and there is nothing I would rather have than them. It would just be easier if I didn't have to look over my shoulder all the time and be forced to hide my tracks.

To feel like you couldn't breathe without them in your life. What would have happened if she'd stayed with Zachary and she was beaten to death? I would never have met her. I would have gone through my entire life not knowing what I was missing. Never knowing this wonderful woman had been taken from this world leaving me completely empty. The thought twists my gut.

If I don't express my gratitude to him, this moment will always be bugging in my mind. I need peace of mind. @DeathWish

If he chooses not to be present with us, then he does not get to be present at all. I will stand on my own two feet. Even if they are shaking.

And I would always deny its existence. I had no choice.