It Would Be Great If You Didn't Exist Novels & Stories

Making me the loneliest human being on earth. Honestly, if I had a child or loved someone, I would do better. I wouldn’t cause them pain or devastation make them feel worthless. I wouldn’t leave them without a farewell or bye. Because I wouldn’t want them to spend the rest of their life wondering why they are never enough, what they did wrong or how imperfect they are. I would do better. I would try, give it a shot, and let them down slowly if I should. I would be a better mother, father or sister, I swear I would.

"We are not the same. You might be afraid to do what needs to be done but I'm not. In the end, it's going to be me and him and she won't exist anymore. " Yeah, you're setting yourself up for a rude awakening.

Why do I even exist up to this point? Speaking of wishing I shouldn't have existed, something like "hating yourself" is just too cliche these days. You know, the thing some people just put out into the world because they want to share their self-hatred and the rest do it just to get attention? Like how people can confidently tweet how ugly they are and don't want the face they own, but they have no choice but to suffer in it. Then their followers decided to butt in and say, "No, you're so pretty~" or attack with reverse "hating-yourself" like "No~ You pretty, me ugly bleegh" or some shit. In my case, no one has ever disagreed with every negative thing I said about myself. I guess that's what

Life does not always go as you plan. I hear people complaining about how terrible work is or about how hard it is to exercise – Be grateful you are physically able to. Work and exercise may seem like such trivial things until your body doesn't allow you to do either of them. Do not give up on your body just because I am no longer there to push you on. I tried to live a healthy life; in fact, that was probably my major passion. Appreciate your good health and functioning body, even if it isn't your ideal size. Look after it and embrace how amazing it is. How amazing you are.

And when I did? They would wish they'd never been born. Because no one threatens my wife and lives to tell about it. No one.

"Get up. Today's the day we get our marriage license. Don't tell me you forgot." I'd stopped expecting anything from him ages ago, but I played along. He was weirdly upbeat, talking nonstop once we got in the car. When I barely replied, he frowned. "What's with you? It's our big day—you're not even a little excited?" I turned from the window and looked straight at him. "If two people aren't in love anymore, what's the point of getting married? What if one day you wake up and realize you don't love me? What if you regret it?"

Thеrе’ѕ a small part оf mе thаt thinks I could ѕреnd my еntіrе life here shutting myself аwау іn a world whеrе everything іѕ gоіng to wоrk оut fоr mе. How great іt would bе, tо live іn a wоrld where you dоn’t ѕuѕресt thе mаn in уоur lіfе іѕ hіdіng ѕоmеthіng bіg frоm you.

If only I could turn back the hand of time, if I could get a second chance, I would make su re I don't make the same mistake. It's a pity that there's no if in this world.

Thеrе’ѕ a small part оf mе thаt thinks I could ѕреnd my еntіrе life here shutting myself аwау іn a world whеrе everything іѕ gоіng to wоrk оut fоr mе. How great іt would bе, tо live іn a wоrld where you dоn’t ѕuѕресt thе mаn in уоur lіfе іѕ hіdіng ѕоmеthіng bіg frоm you.

It was only beside me, yet I went to such lengths believing I would finally satisfy my desire. If I never existed in this world in the first place . . . What will happen? To be continued . . .