Novel & Cerita It Would Be Great If You Didn't Exist

I believe in you, my dear Nathalia, and I have faith that you will forge your own path and leave an indelible mark on the world. So, as you read these words, remember that my love for you is eternal. Embrace the strength within you, and let it guide you towards a future filled with endless possibilities. You are capable of greatness, and I am honored to have been a part of your journey, even if only for a fleeting moment.

14 December 2013 Whoever said that “Life is a giant jigsaw puzzle and most of the parts are missing” must be under the impression that our existence is a cosmic interplay of painstakingly and dexterously crafted individual pieces. Every being functions differently and significantly to a certain extent of indispensability. Life would be a little less different in the absence of any of the pieces.

With so many people in the world, why them? ​"I'm telling you, if they hadn't died now, I bet your children would also be in a coffin."

If only I had allowed myself to be greedy that one time, things could have and would have been different. For one, my own children wouldn't know me through photos, they wouldn't celebrate my own birthday in my absence, they wouldn't have had to hug and kiss a goddamn picture whenever they missed me. America wouldn't have suffered then she wouldn't be suffering alone now. She wouldn't have cried on my birthdays while staring at my picture and stuffing herself with cake, instead, she would have been happy, laughing, hugging and kissing me while she sang the happy birthday song for me.

“Even though you don’t do any work at all, you are hoping for him to choose you. Great.” “Keep living in your world.” “What?”.

But I can’t afford to leave him, but I will die if I stay. What if I die? Will they be happy? Am I such a worthless person, so I should just die? Maybe they would be even happier if I lost. Everyone hates me, especially my parents, I don’t know why they are so mad. I do everything they want, but why do I still seem to be wrong?

She deserves a chance at happiness, and I would do anything, and everything, to make sure she gets that. If I can't do that, then what's the use of living in a world where the woman I love doesn't exist. Please, keep her safe.

However, if I miss updates from time to time, I'm sorry, but life happens, and I'll try my best not to. Thank you for your continued support, and I apologize once again for waiting for the updates.

But you know what is funny, I don't want to hate you, because it burns me to my very core, not letting me sleep at night and I don't freaking want you to have that power over me. I want you to be my nothing, because that is what I was to you, hating you means giving you way too much importance and you aren't fucking deserving of it. .......................................................... #Day 33 I need to remind myself every now and then, that the person I was in love with doesn't exist, he was just in my imaginations. You can't be in love with an imagination, right? It hurts like a bitch to think that the person I was in love with never even existed.

Sophie exclaimed, laughing. "I really can't live without you. When you disappeared from my life, I felt like I died because you were alive. When you didn't exist, I also didn't exist. When you disappeared, I was like a robot programmed just to move and follow life's flows, but when you came back, I remembered how to really be happy and live," I said