Novel & Cerita Jika Aku Mati Nanti

tanong ko. "Yeah. Takot kasi ako sa matataas. Pero gusto kong subukan bago man lang ako mama..." "Pwede bang gawin natin lahat ng Dying List mo hindi dahil mamatay kana, kundi dahil gusto mo lang tuparin 'to?" singit ko. Ayoko kasing marinig ang salitang 'yon. Ayokong isipin na darating yung araw na mawawala rin s'ya sa tabi ko.

"I don't want to die… Mom, dad, please not now. I know, I should have just let him have his way with me, right? But I just can't… I can't…" I sobbed some more, then continued, "I don't think he's going to let me die, though. He needs me, right? He won't just let me die like that. Well, I hope so. What if his ex comes back today… or maybe tomorrow. Then I'm dead meat for sure." I let out a small laugh, void of any form of emotion.

I whispered, her name like a prayer I didn't know I believed in. I looked at the cast again and felt my chest tighten until I couldn't breathe. "Just hurry up and wake up. You're not allowed to die before me." What would I even do if she did? I can't even picture it. A world without Anne... what kind of fucked-up joke would that be? Who would I talk to? Who would I live for? If she dies, I'd jump off the roof of this hospital without blinking. But I can't do anything right now. I can only sit here and rot.

“Don’t die on me. You have to live. I don’t want to lose you, Future Mate” Was the last thing I heard before I gave into the darkness.

" Oh no... That's really sad! Their lives would be ruined! " " I just can't imagine having to serve different men at intervals... " " It's really cruel! " " Seriously, cruel! " " I think... I'd rather die than engage in that. " " Death... Do you know where you'll end up after death? " " What do you mean? " " Don't you realize that if we all are sure about where we'll end up after death... Many of us won't even be alive as we would have found ways to end it all. "