Novel & Cerita Jika Aku Salah Beritahu Aku

“I was wrong and I'm sorry, but I didn't know how to tell you.” “Calm down beautiful, I already told you that getting nervous is not good, and yes you made a mistake both times, the first time with the medicine and the second time in not telling soon, so you would not have spent three days suffering alone.” He is absolutely right; it would have been much easier. “We are a couple and soon we will be husband and wife, you don't have to be afraid to tell me anything, whatever it is, I will always be by your side.”

Aura apologized with a guilty heart for once again fabricating lies! “Why didn't you tell me from the beginning? You should have told me so that I could handle that sasaeng, Ae Ra! If it's like this, everything will be complicated!” scolded Ji Hwan, making Aura grimace. “I'm sorry, Oppa.” Aura could only say, ‘I'm sorry,’ once again. There were no other words. Of course, what else could Aura say? Deny? What could be denied when her mistake was clear as day? So sloopy!

“To tell the truth, yes, I do, but I would like you to say it anyway.” “What do you want to hear? Do you want to hear that I was wrong when I made those accusations against you in the past? I shouldn't have left you or stopped believing in you? Do you want to hear me say that I'm really sorry and that maybe I wanted another chance with you?” He said.

“Don’t tell me it wasn’t important, because you and I both know that that information is hella important.” That was the moment it cracked. “Sorry, okay?!” I shouted, the words bursting out of me like a dam breaking. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you that I got pregnant for my stupid mate and was foolish enough to think that that would make him love me more!” “River—” “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you that my own sister killed one of my babies in my womb and I was just so damn lucky that I even survived–So damn lucky that one baby survived!"

I didn’t ask for this to happen, or even expect it. “Sorry, that was wrong of me. I shouldn’t have said that. What did you do?” Now here is the thing. Do I tell her the version I told Jackson, or do I admit to her that he drove me wild just by standing there? I have to tell someone, and she is the only one I can truly trust, and maybe telling someone will help get rid of his image in my mind.

If I had known right from the start, I would have never made any stupid mistakes. Now, I needed to bear the brunt of it while still hoping that one of these days, I would be able to get out of this mess. "How are you coping with the information? I know that it might not be very easy but it is all dependent on how you see it." My friend Julie spoke. Assistant Julie also sat at my table looking at me with sympathy in her eyes. "I don't even know what to say concerning this regarding the fact that you have been the one always guiding me so far so I know that it is just a huge mistake."

“Whether you want to listen or not doesn’t matter. Just let me say what I know. If you’ve been hurt before, I’m telling you now—you’ll get hurt worse if you don’t hear me out.” “Why would I—” “I know I wronged you before. And maybe this is my way of making up for it—just a little. I don’t care if you believe me or not. I just need to warn you while there’s still time. Whether you act on it or not, that’s up to you. But at least let me try.”

But I was wrong. I am always wrong about many things. It's no longer shocking to even think that nothing could hurt more than what happened to me last night. Because I gave myself permission to hope once more. I allowed myself to hold onto the belief that telling him the truest truth about the real story would make him soft for me again. But just like how it always works for me and my fucked up life, I was wrong. It never worked my way again no matter how I wanted it to. "I'm sorry..."

Is qisse ka galat koyi anjaam nahi aane dunga Logon ke taano mein tera naam nahi aane dunga Saza milegi usko Jo galat hai Is galati ka tujh par koyi ilzaam nahi aane dunga" (I will not let this thing's result go wrong I will not let your name come in people's taunts, Whoever is wrong will be punished I will not let everyone blame you for this mistake) - I thought, I won't tolerate anyone saying bad about her. She is my pride, she is my love. I can't hear anything against her.

It would never end. You can’t think like that. If you realise you’re wrong, you have to adjust, if you can. The people who look at you like you’re an idiot with no idea are closer to the truth than they know. They just don’t realise it doesn’t matter. That describes everyone. It doesn’t change anything. You have to act, and if you’re wrong, well, better luck next time. If there is a next time. “No,” I said. “I’ve changed my mind.”