Kenapa Aku Hitam Novels & Stories

I minimize the make-up on my face just leaving the red lipstick. I'm disappointed the date didn't go as planned. I have finally given up going on dates. Let me just stay single and endure the dry spell and lonely nights. Maybe I'm cursed. Maybe it's time I accept I wasn't born for this shit called love. I take my car keys on the coffee table after putting my black heels back on. I lock the house before sliding into my Mercedes Benz. It's black by the way. Black like my soul. Black like my heart.

She sucked on my bottom lip and let go, "fuck I missed you..." I smiled and switched us over, I pulled up his shirt takong it off leaving her in her bra, "well..how about we start on that fucking.. I mean we only have about seven hours thanks to your ass for being late..." "Yeah yeah... we need not to waste any time.." ... One thing I've noticed in this world is that there are some things that no one can control.. Like the color of my skin, I have no control over and I can't change it even if I wanted to. I was born black, no bleach cream or skin lightner can change that because I will still be black.

"Because it's nice." He raised one eyebrow. "Even black is nice." I immediately shook my head. "Black is not nice. It is dark and intriguing. You want it to mix with others but at the same time it looks better alone. Everything goes with it but nothing really does. It is so mysterious." I looked at his lavishly sculptured face. "Just like you." He looked at me in confusion for a second, his eyebrows joining and lips slightly open. "You are deep shit." I shrugged, I got that a lot. I had a tendency to look for a reason in everything.

Yes, black is also a color, and he loves it-he sees it as a dignified, stylish, and chic colour but the pitch black color eventually terrified him as years passed. "Come on, where will we put this thing? Talk. I have got many other things to do. I have no time to discuss everything to you two. This should have been between you two, but I got dragged into this mess because you two are a big mess, a big pain in the ass" he said.