Lirik Ternyata Belum Siap Aku Novels & Stories

I'm ready to live again. *********************************************

I thought I was ready for more than one night. Now, I’m not so sure.

Something I wasn’t ready to name. Yet.

*You say it’s just protection / you say it’s all you’ve ever known / but I won’t call it shelter / while the locks are not my own…* The words fall out easier than they should. It's too easy. Like they’ve been waiting for months. Maybe years. I hit the last chord and let it ring. Silence puddles around it. I don’t look up. Not yet. I stare at my fingers instead. They tremble. “Again,” he says. “No,” I say. “Eliana,” he says. “I said no,” I snap. “It’s not ready.” “It’s honest,” he says. “That’s more important than ready.”

Not yet. It was too early for that.

But not quite together. Not yet.

Sebastian is here now… But Iris? That door wasn’t fully closed yet. It was stuck. Half-open. Half-shut. Waiting. I didn’t know if I was ready to open it. Not yet. Maybe one day. Maybe soon. But for now, I just needed to breathe. ?

No, I wasn't done. Not yet. And just like Andra sang, I was definitely going to rise again.

But my lips parted… and nothing came out. Maybe… I wasn’t ready yet.

Waiting. Preparing. So was I.