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I wasn't done yet. Not even close.

“Why won’t you accept us?” I didn’t answer. Lucian exhaled. “Why won’t you accept the fact that we’re mates?” His voice wasn’t angry, but it held something raw. I didn’t answer. Lucian watched me for a moment before speaking again, quieter this time. “What’s holding you back?” I turned my head slightly, but I still didn’t look him in the eye. “I… I’m not ready.” Lucian took another step forward. “Not ready for what?”

I tapped the papers in front of me with the pen. “Also, I want to finalise this song today. So please, all of you pay attention.” I said, to the bunch of people in front of me. Working on their laptops. “I am almost done with the lyrics. The composition is ready. But you guys are still too lazy for the promotional programme. I haven't got a single outcome on that matter.” Everyone nodded and I didn't care to think how I looked in front of them. My phone rang and it was her. I picked it up, without a second thought and walked towards the corner.

Pagod na pagod ako dahil doon. " We're not done yet." He dangerously said and oh boy I'm ready for it.

I wasn’t even sure if I was ready yet. “Jeremy…” I closed my eyes. Fuck. My chest rising and falling like I’d run a fucking marathon, the words felt like pieces of blade stuck in my throat as I said, “I don’t…” I raked a hand through my hair as I confessed, “I am not ready for you to see me.” “Okay…” he said, taking another step toward me. “I don't know if I’ll ever be.” He nodded.

When I'm yet to make mine. “We have an intruder”

Still waiting for me to break. I didn’t. I acted like the didn't exist

Just not yet. ***

I know what’s waiting for me. And I’m ready.

And I wasn’t sure if I was ready for it. ---