Novel & Cerita Lirik Ternyata Belum Siap Aku

And I was not ready for that. Not yet.

Something was coming, and my heart wasn’t ready. **********

Instead, I stared at the sheet music spread out before me. *I seek the warmth of your embrace, The comfort of your familiar face, But now I’m just a shadow in the night, Longing for you to return, to make it right.* My eyes skimmed the lyrics I had penned, and my breath caught in my throat. How was it possible that, at this age, I still hadn’t found my answers? Helplessness washed over me, a familiar sensation I thought I had outgrown. The thoughts gnawed at me as I read and reread my own words, each line echoing my turmoil.

Something inside me has begun to stir. And I don’t know if I’m ready for what comes next.

And we ain't ready for it. Not even close.

And I was not ready for his wrath. *****

Like a word waiting at the tip of your tongue. But, not yet. Almost.

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I admit, the words barely making it out, like saying them too clearly will make my thoughts permanent. Lily. The baby. Two lives are depending on me not to fall apart. To not fail. To not… break. My fingers curl tighter around the sink. “I’m already tired,” I whisper, a shaky breath leaving me. “And it hasn’t even started yet.” That thought hits harder than everything else. Because this….. This isn’t even the hardest part. The real part comes after. And what if I’m not ready? What if I’m not enough? What if—

Even if I didn’t fully know what that meant yet. We were ready.