Love Is Just A Chemical Reaction の小説・ストーリー

For a moment, I didn't realized the truth and stood still like a statue. Either i should kiss him back or i should push him but I was so confused to react under this unprecedented situation. I felt like a k-drama actress to stand still during a kiss. "Lara, Are you insane to think all these things right now???...React in someway to get out of here you idiot...." I scolded myself. Though i stood still, my body reacted in a opposite way. Yes, I felt my cheeks hot and a pulsating pressure between my thighs and a wet sensation pressed against my panties.

She returned the gesture, a little shy, and sighed, relieved that I was at least willing to listen. "Both," she replied, her face radiant with the joy of seeing that I bothered to listen. "After analyzing and experiencing it firsthand with Ryan, I can confidently say it's a combination of both," she confessed, sitting on the bed with her arms crossed, her chest puffed out, proud of her speculations. "I don't have a definitive conclusion yet, but I'm convinced that your heart races and you feel butterflies in your stomach because your brain sends signals of excitement when you're with someone, combined with the chemicals generated when you fall in love. But falling in love and truly loving so

he mocks. “You do realise that sounds exactly like something she’d do, right?” I deadpan. He stiffens as his eyes blow wide, “She fucking well better not, I don’t want an animai. I learned the hard way; love is a load of shit. It’s like that drug humans take for cancer, what is it called? Chamo… chemotherapy! That’s it. You take this drug that’s meant to save your life, but while it’s supposedly doing that it’s eating away at every good cell and making you sicker and sicker until you either die or miraculously, manage to survive. Love is a poison and slowly it’s just going to eat away at you until there’s nothing left,” he says bitterly. You don’t become this bitter unless you truly were in

“I suppose that’s acceptable.” Lily sat down on the sofa beside her. “What can I do? I don’t want to kiss them either! I just feel that I’m very repulsed when they’re close!” Pursing her lips, Ruth put down her lip gloss and picked out a bag. “It’s alright. You need chemistry to be with a person.” “Chemistry?” “Yes, it’s very important to have chemistry with your partner. That way, you’ll always want to reciprocate their affection.”

In fact, I just want to cover up a confused brain. What should I do? What should I do? Does Dad know? "Go ahead. I know." Zhang Guowen seemed to hear the panic in her mind. "There are still thirty thousand..." Liu Liu could not stop, almost broke down and cried out. How can this money be enough? Zhang Guowen closed his eyes in Liu Liu's cry. Thirty thousand? He knew Liu Cui would leave, but he didn't expect her to be so cruel. For Zhang Guowen, life has exhausted all his energy. What is love? He doesn't understand. All he knew was that Liu Cui was his woman, he was a man, and he wanted to support the family.

Steadied myself. "If love is chemical, " I said, "then why do people stay when it becomes difficult?" My voice grew steadier as I spoke like the words were holding me up. "Why do they choose each other when there is no benefit? When it does hurts? When it is inconvenient? When every logical reason says walk and they still do not?" Someone shifted. A chair squeaked. "That is not biology, " I said. "That is a choice.. Chemicals do not make choices. People do."

It makes them weak. And I don’t do weak. “Love is just attachment,” I continued. “A chemical reaction people dress up to feel special about their bad decisions.”

“Well, think about it rationally. Have you ever heard of someone being salty and still able to be in love?” Heph wipes a few symbols from the board and writes something else. “No. It doesn’t happen. Love isn’t just a chemical, dear girl. It causes a physical reaction that is the opposite of salt. Salt may be a neutral compound, but it has a bitter taste. It destroys love. Chemistry isn’t my strong suit, but even I know that. You need something to strengthen your compound… like… I don’t know… gallium, I guess? Small particles of it. Ever heard the expression, ‘make him melt in your hands’?”

It had been two days now and I was yet to set my eyes on him. I placed a hand over my beating heart with my face in a straight but sad look. This heart was just for pumping blood, yet how come it hurt so much when I thought about Jayson ? Scientists say love is a chemical reaction that "Oxytocin" is released in the brain so why didn't it hurt there instead? I rubbed my chest, trying to get to my heart and console me from there. I made up my mind to keep Jayson out of my mind but it was easier to think about it than for it to register in my subconsciousness.

She paused, as if considering me, then dropped me. I collapsed, gasping, every breath burning in my chest. "You'd sacrifice yourself for him, huh? After everything I’ve done to help you?! Wow! How touching! How human! How weak!” she yelled at James. He stared at her, frozen with fear. "It's called love,” I rasped, coughing violently. “Love is just chemicals, manifesting through oxytocin and dopamine. Nothing special.” Her eyes glistened with tears. “I loved you once, did you know that? Before the research… before everything. I held you as a baby and thought you were perfect.”