Memories
I got home really furious, Maryam had noticed the way my face looked, she kept asking what the problem was but I was not in the mood for long talks.
I walked straight upstairs and to my room, banging the door behind me, I went to the collection of nuella's pictures and I flip them all over the place, I screamed i needed to, I yelled my throat out I wanted to, I cried because I was hurt, I was so hurt, I didn't know how hurt I was until I saw her, I saw her again.
I curse myself for what happened, I blamed it on myself, It was all my fault,I was so stupid for letting what happened to her happen.