Your Soul Is Mine
‘This isn’t the time to be like this, Torin is mad enough at me already.
Jess willed himself to pull away, to calm his mind and yet as usual, this was not how breakdowns worked. They kept egging him on, encouraging his dirty thoughts, causing him to lose his mind. He always felt that he was weak, not strong enough to push those thoughts away. If he was, he wouldn’t have tried to kill himself in the first place. It was just how his brain worked, it didn’t have much to do with his integrity or strength, however, that was something Jess had never come to terms with. Of course, it was all part of his mindset.