The Lonely God
“I used to think how you owe me so many things but now, when I am able to think clearly I realize that it is I who owes you so many things.
“I robbed you, Nefret. I robbed you of your choice to be marked. I robbed you of your normal life and the happiness you deserved. I gave you pain and sadness for being my mate. I don’t have much to offer, really. I was never loved by anyone. It was a foreign thing for me, love. I was jealous of those who got it without asking for it while I tried to earn it. Though, I never got it from anyone anyway. Maybe, I am not meant to be loved.