Novel & Cerita My Chemical Romance This Is How I Disappear

Yup, he’s angry… of course he’s angry. Yumeko is wrong. Shit! He swings the door shut, and there it was, my way out of this mess: a fire extinguisher pinned to the wall like a red beacon. I ripped the canister from its bracket, the mental clanging against the wall. Before he can register the shift, I yank the pin and level the nozzle directly at his reddened, screaming face. THWIP-SSIS A violent, freezing cloud of white chemical powder explod into the air. Professor Matteo vanishes behind a wall of white fog. I hear his frantic stumbling, the wet thud of his body hitting his desk as he retreats, choking and blinded.

‎Closer. ‎Closer. ‎Until I’m ten feet away and the scent of her—something new, citrus and vanilla—hits me like a drug I swore I was clean from. ‎Then the glass shatters at her feet. ‎Champagne and crystal explode across the floor. ‎Her eyes snap to mine. ‎Green. ‎Still fucking green. ‎And for one endless second the entire ballroom disappears. ‎There’s only her. ‎Only us. ‎Only the ghost of her screaming my name while I knelt in gravel and let her go.

The others stepped away from the wall behind him, taking positions around the perimeter of the room, facing outward. There was a gasoline can on my right. I picked it up, removing the cover. She began to scream and kick. Her pleas came in waves—promises, names, bargains: God's name, my name, her mother's name. I heard them all as I walked around her, ignoring her Her greed led to the death of the people that mattered to me and destroyed my marriage. It made me return to Meadowbrook not to enjoy what I have built but to mourn. I began to pour the clear liquid over her. The sharp, chemical smell filled the air instantly, mixing with the rust and cold concrete surrounding us as it spread across

“Okay, I or Riley will find you in the market at least an hour before.” Romeo then insisted on washing me before taking and giving me a little more blood and then allowing me to get out of the shower. I walk back into the room and remember that I used a spell to remove my clothes last night. Now that spell was easy, however, the reverse of that spell, not so much, so I stand at the end of the bed and try to concentrate. I smile as I feel Romeo’s arms snake around my waist from behind. He then whispers, “What’s the matter?”

"I don’t even know what it is we have, Luca.” He rises off the bed and sits on the edge, his back to me. “It’s chemistry, Vanessa.” He cranes his neck to look back at me. “There’s enough of it to drive me completely mad into wanting to drive deep into you over, and over again.” He sighs loudly. After a beat of silence shared between us, he rises from his bed and enters the bathroom naked. I hear the shower running and scowl at his abrupt absence. I glance down at my hands, attempting to reason clearly about what is and is not real.

★。＼｜／。★ VANESSA DAVIS ★。／｜＼。★ I leaned back against the headboard, my laptop balanced on my thighs, scrolling through an endless list of chemical compounds. It was like trying to find a single drop of water in the ocean. Chemicals existed in everything—water, soil, the air we breathed. And each one had variations, different combinations of elements that could alter their properties just enough to make them untraceable to the untrained eye.

“I won’t let you go again.” I snatch my arm off his grip. “Leave me alone!” The corners of his lips lift into a tiny, secretive smile. “I’m afraid I can’t do that.” He raises his hand, and instantly, the scenery of the woods around us vanish in a wisp of black smoke. Roman and the Wolves are reduced into dust, carried away by the soft swirling breeze that swept around us like an intake of breath. “Roman!” I shout, but it’s futile. My husband is gone now. Disintegrated by this strange man. I whip around to face him and prepare to shift into my Wolf form, but nothing happens. Only a wave of anger comes alive inside me. “What do you want from me?”

He must still remember me hysterical, slashing my wrists with a dinner knife, threatening to jump off the bridge if he broke the bond, and crying for him again and again. I walked to the fireplace in his penthouse. Using the power gifted to me by the Moon Goddess, I erased every trace of my scent. The fragrance of Moonpetal orchids vanished. The warmth from my favorite wool blanket disappeared. Even the faint traces of my magic in the air were wiped clean. He watched me erase myself from the room, faster than I ever had before. He spoke, a hint of awkwardness in his voice. “Maybe this time… I could just move into the guest room…”

Rain whispered as he slid the ring onto my middle finger. "Together forever," I replied, slipping the ring onto his finger. The crowd cheered with joy, and even my father was applauding as he watched the ceremony. They all eagerly awaited our kiss. As I leaned in to kiss Rain, a sudden gust of wind roared, and one by one, everyone at the wedding began to vanish. "Cody," my mother called out. "Watch out for the wind," my father warned before disappearing right in front of me. I looked around, and everyone had disappeared, leaving only Rain and me. As the wind approached, I grabbed Rain's hand and pulled him closer, but he, too, disappeared as the wind reached us.

Edgar was still too late. I was already on a flight bound for Avernia. The moment the plane took off, I stared out the window. My heart felt oddly light, even joyful. Before leaving, I had gone through special channels to have all my records and identity back home permanently deleted. I had even had someone create an entirely new identity for me. So I didn't even need to go through the divorce procedure. From this point on, I was no longer Wanda—the girl who could be abandoned and pushed around.