MONICA.
“Someone’s looking rough,” is the first thing I hear when I walk into the girls’ longue.
Needless to say, it pulls me back down to earth. I look around to see which one of the girls said that, but only one of them is laughing. I roll my eyes. Of course it’s Elvira. No one else will hate me more than this woman does.
Actually, I don’t know her real name. In fact, we don’t really know each other at all. We got hired around the same time and that was enough for her to start a rivalry with me. Every time we get out there, it’s always a competition on who gets to earn more. It gets vicious too. I remember her almost smashing a glass on my feet because she was so mad I earned exactly a hundred dollars more.
Why’s it been like this? I don’t really know. I don’t think anyone here does. Elvira just hates my guts.
She’s ironing her long black hair now, staring at me through the mirror. The other girls are silent, backing away into the corners. They don’t exactly like her, but they’re all too scared to say anything in her presence. I don’t blame them.
“It was a long night last night,” I just say pleasantly, taking a seat next to her and doing my makeup. She might be catty towards me, but I think the only reason why she hasn’t crossed a line is because I never gave the same energy back. “How about you? I saw you last night and they loved you.”
To my surprise, she slams down the straightener and glares at me. “Don’t patronize me. You were the highest earner last night. Some idiot tipped you twenty grand, remember? What, you’re trying to flex on us or something?”
My mouth falls open. How did she come to that conclusion? Deciding it’s not worth it, I just focus on putting on my falsies.
But Elvira isn’t done with me. She gets up and shoves me, almost knocking the tweezer straight into my eye. The girls in the room gasp, and it takes all my willpower not to grab the straightener and smack her in the face with it.
We stare at each other. I can tell she’s daring me to do something. I know I look stupid just sitting here and saying nothing after what she just attempted.
Elvira sits back down and smirks as she continues to fix her hair. “Did you let him fuck you? Or did he make you eat your own shit to earn that money? I bet—”
“Stop it,” I whisper.
My voice is low, but even I’m surprised at the hint of danger in it. I can feel a strange cold energy coursing in my body, like a burst of strength that’s making me believe I can throw her across the room if I wanted to.
Tension floats into the air. Even Elvira heard the difference in my tone. The girls are staring at me with fear now, something that I was never really able to elicit from anyone.
And it makes me feel… abnormal.
With shaking hands, I gather my tools and get up. I’m about to head out to the bar and flirt with the clients when I see a familiar face in the crowd of men at the counter.
Manny.
I know that balding head like the back of my hand. His gold chain glinted from the bit of his hairy chest exposed by his tartan shirt. His beady black eyes find me immediately, and a smirk stretches across his face, showing his cigarette-stained teeth.
Manny isn’t a client in any type of way. He’s the guy I turned to two weeks before my mom’s death. I met him here at Original Sin. About half of the girls here owe him money. I happen to owe him six hundred thousand, interest included. I’ve been paying for two years and I still can’t chip it off into five digits.
I know why he’s here now.
“Monica Redding,” he mutters as I approach. “Beautiful as always.”
I don’t say anything, even though she called me by my legal name. Manny isn’t your typical loan shark. He doesn’t try to intimidate you, probably because he doesn’t need to. He runs a deep, dark business here in New York, and those who can’t pay him turn up dead with no connection to the killer whatsoever.
He always compliments me, but he never expresses interest in other ways. He never asked for any sexual favors. Sometimes I end up wishing that he just did.
“Any news?” he asks gently. “I heard that you made it rain here last night, but our account didn’t even feel a light drizzle, did it? Tell me what went wrong, Monica.”
I swallow hard, but I keep a smile on my face so I can still attract the men who are glancing over at me. “I haven’t deposited it yet. I haven’t had the time, but I will do it first thing in the—”
“You better make sure.” Manny grins at me. “I know you don’t want to leave me waiting. That’s never been you, right? You’re not the kind of girl who disappoints me.”
His tone is smooth, but his eyes are saying an entirely different thing. He’s mad. I’m supposed to pay him every morning after my shift here, but between what happened last night and how I reacted to it… I just forgot.
“It will never happen again,” I mumble. “It’s just this one time. I promise you.”
“You very well know that we don’t just forgive and forget. Tomorrow, I need thirty thousand dollars in our account. Got it?”
My heart drops right onto the floor, beating and folding into itself with dread. Thirty thousand. That’s everything I have right now, and that would mean I can’t pay rent or afford groceries for the rest of the week. The club is not exactly filled to the brim tonight, and I don’t think I can make even a thousand.
“I… I don’t have that much.” I swallow hard. “Please, Manny. I’ll give you twenty-five. I need some money to survive the week and I—”
“Listen here, you fucking bitch.”
Suddenly, Manny’s tone is harsh. His hand moves quick, grabbing my upper arm and yanking me towards him. My side collides against the side of the table, making me gasp in pain. With eyes welling up with tears, I look up at him, shaking my head to signal that he should stop. But he doesn’t. He just squeezes harder until I can feel my skin bruising.
“We have a fucking agreement,” he growls. “If you want to end up dead in a ditch, just say so. I will arrange that for you—”
“What’s happening here?”
A deep male voice comes floating seemingly out of nowhere. I catch a whiff of a familiar scent and my pulse just stops. Manny releases me, and I stumble right into the man behind me, the source of that voice.
The source of that familiar scent.
Somehow, I just knew it even before I turned around to look.
The man from the private room last night.
He’s back.
And he’s glowering at Manny like he’s ready to kill him.
MONICA.Roman meant it. He really got everything under control.His apartment is clean for a man, I have to admit. But I guess it's hard to make a mess of things if you're barely here. His suitcase is basically still unpacked, so I took it upon myself to arrange his stuff in the closet.I want him to come home and see that I'm making the place a little bit more homey, as a favor to him being thoughtful enough to buy me clothes and shoes for work, as well as normal, every day casual clothes.Granted, they're all designer, which I don’t like. But at this point, I just… appreciate it.It helps that we just made a really good progress with our relationship.I guess it’s safe to say that he’s my boyfriend now. Something so intimate like that just doesn’t happen between people who are trying to do something casual. He’s been so sweet, so earnest.All I need to do is not fuck it up.I look up at the clock and realize that it’s two in the afternoon. I suppose going to work earlier would be go
ROMAN.I lay back, waiting for Monica to touch me.This sort of thing has been in my long list of fantasies since I met her, but now it’s coming true. The taste of her pussy is still sitting perfectly in my mouth, her scent hanging on my lips. Just sitting back here and savoring it is more than enough for me right now, but I’m welcome to her ideas.My cock is pulsing in need for contact. Monica keeps her eyes pinned on mine as she smiles and lets her hand wander past my navel and down to my cock at last.She closes her hand over my girth, and I watch as a spark of surprise appears in her eyes when she realizes that she can barely fit her delicate hand around it.“Fuck,” I whisper as Monica moves her hand up and down my length. “Just like that.”Monica bites her lip, about to reach the tip of my cock and rub my precum all over it when suddenly, something on my nightstand vibrates.I’m pretty sure that’s my phone. Although no one really calls me, because most numbers there are from conn
MONICA.“I did.” My voice is barely a whisper as lean back.The bathtub isn’t as big as I thought. Or maybe Roman is just bigger than I anticipated. His stiff length is rubbing against me, and my pussy just aches. It seems that he doesn’t mind being hard, though. Because he just folds his big arms over my stomach and rests his palms on my skin, tracing my waist down to my thighs and up again on my shoulders.“This is nice,” I say in an attempt to distract myself.“Mm.” The sound is a rumble in his chest. He starts to squeeze my shoulders. “You’re very tight here. You’re stressed the fuck out.”Roman gently digs his thumbs into the muscles, pushing the tension out. I close my eyes, feeling him work me, when I suddenly get struck by a thought.This is by far the most intimate thing I have ever done with anyone.And it makes me smile.“Feel better?” Roman asks, angling his head to look at me. When I nod, he places a kiss on my shoulder and drags his hands back to my waist again, his thum
MONICA.Something pierces through my consciousness, breaking through the darkness that’s been surrounding me for what feels like hours now. It’s a sharp pain in my chest, going right through my heart like a deliberate stab.I gasp, my eyes flashing open. There’s no gentle fluttering. No slow introduction to being awake again. It’s almost mechanical.I’m still expecting myself to be down there in the dark hallway with that strange woman Cassandra, but instead I’m in a huge bedroom with tall windows that reach the high ceiling. The Manhattan skyline spreads before me, illuminated by the stark morning light. I’m on a bed with dark blue sheets that smell like pine and mint and something clean like soap.“Hello?” I call out.Did someone take me home?Wait… did my stalker take me home?My chest constricts with panic. I jump out of the bed, almost crashing against the nightstand, realizing that I’m still wearing the coffee-stained shirt from yesterday. I search around the huge space and see
ROMAN.I pull up a light blue summer dress, instantly picturing Monica in it. I look up excitedly, smiling as I turn to the spot where she’s standing. “Monica, take a look at….”All my words come to a screeching halt. Monica is nowhere to be seen in the store. In fact, the store appears to be empty now, and the only thing left on her aisle was the basket she was holding.My arms go slack, the clothes hanging on them falling to the floor. I race to her aisle, keeping my eyes peeled in case she just moved to a different spot. But I’m wrong. She’s actually nowhere to be found at all. Wind blows into the shop, and with it is the unmistakable scent of a she-wolf.Cassandra.How on earth didn’t I notice it before? I’m punishing myself mentally, angry that I wasn’t able to clock it early. I should have seen this coming. After all, this is Cassandra we’re talking about. She’s hateful, down to her very core.And she was never one to distance herself from Humans in the name of adventure.My c
MONICA.“Is everything okay?”Roman’s voice once again appears in my consciousness, this time in the form of what seems to he his normal self. I’m pulled out of the darkness, and with one blink, I’m back in the hotel room, safe in his arms.“What’s going on?” He cups my chin and inspects me closely. “You just kind of… disappeared for a second.”My tongue is like sandpaper. I can’t even swallow normally. “That happens sometimes. That’s why I was seeing Dr. Martin. It’s not as bad as this, usually. I’m so sorry.”“Don’t be.”Roman gets up and looks for water in the room. He finds a chilled bottle in the rusty fridge and inspects it under the light before cracking it open and bringing it to my lips. I take a sip, and that seems to do the trick.However, I can’t get rid of the gooseflesh covering my body. That felt so real, almost like I’m uncovering some kind of secret memory instead of suffering from a blackout.“Thank you,” I whisper as he sits next to me and rubs my back. “I should pr
MONICA.There’s nothing left to gather in that apartment. Everything has been destroyed. The only thing left are the clothes on my back, and even then it feels like too much.I never thought I would get kicked out of a shitty apartment in complete shame, but here I am, walking out with time slowed down to a painful degree. Every look. Every whisper. Every scowl aimed at my direction. I feel them all.“I can’t believe she refused that,” Roman was ranting as he helps me into his car and drives away. “Well, it wasn’t a good place anyway. You could do much better. It’s not great that you got breached that easily. I mean, she hardly knew me and she let me in.”He’s right. I didn’t think about that before. Deborah let him in, even though I’m pretty sure he’s never been there before.“It doesn’t matter,” I say, trying to sound strong. “There are other places out here. I guess the apartment gift is more appropriate now.”Roman doesn’t say anything. I can see the guilt in his eyes, but he does
MONICA.Everyone is looking at us now. We’re both drenched in coffee, but seeing Roman made me realize why I wasn’t enthusiastic about the visit from August.I resent Roman for being gone so long. For not even texting me back.Is it crazy? Yes. He’s not my boyfriend. We’ve known each other for a month at this point. The attachment I feel for him isn’t healthy, and I completely acknowledge that.But for now, I’m angry.And it seems that so is he.His hand clenches at his sides. The coffee is making dark brown clouds on his crisp blue shirt. Granted, it’s also staining my tank top. I can feel my nipples getting hard from the cold, and his eyes are drifting towards them.Something hard starts to nudge against my abdomen. I look down and notice that his pants are protruding in the front.He’s hard.“You might want to take care of that,” I murmur, pushing past him.But I only manage to through the door before he catches me, his hand around my arm. He’s not even bothering to hide his massiv
ROMAN.“Get out of my fucking way,” I growl, pushing Hyden to the side.Even though he nearly slides out of this wheelchair, he still finds the gall to smile. I can’t help it. Something inside me snaps. I grab him by the collar and slap him so hard across the face that his lower lip starts to bleed.August is horrified. “Roman!”“This is all your fault,” I murmur, gearing for more, but August himself holds me back.That’s the only time I let Hyden go. I don’t care if he has to crawl back to his chair with his useless little legs. I walk away, with the full purpose of heading to Black Rush city and making sure Cassandra knows not to cross me again.But then, Hyden speaks, his voice slurred as he blinks away the effect of my slap. “She’s not in the city. She’s staying here, at the Capital Lakeside Inn.”He doesn’t need to tell me twice. I don’t know how I managed to get to the Inn as fast as I did, especially with August, but somehow I end at the front desk.Wrestling the doorman on his