MasukMONICA.
“Someone’s looking rough,” is the first thing I hear when I walk into the girls’ longue.
Needless to say, it pulls me back down to earth. I look around to see which one of the girls said that, but only one of them is laughing. I roll my eyes. Of course it’s Elvira. No one else will hate me more than this woman does.
Actually, I don’t know her real name. In fact, we don’t really know each other at all. We got hired around the same time and that was enough for her to start a rivalry with me. Every time we get out there, it’s always a competition on who gets to earn more. It gets vicious too. I remember her almost smashing a glass on my feet because she was so mad I earned exactly a hundred dollars more.
Why’s it been like this? I don’t really know. I don’t think anyone here does. Elvira just hates my guts.
She’s ironing her long black hair now, staring at me through the mirror. The other girls are silent, backing away into the corners. They don’t exactly like her, but they’re all too scared to say anything in her presence. I don’t blame them.
“It was a long night last night,” I just say pleasantly, taking a seat next to her and doing my makeup. She might be catty towards me, but I think the only reason why she hasn’t crossed a line is because I never gave the same energy back. “How about you? I saw you last night and they loved you.”
To my surprise, she slams down the straightener and glares at me. “Don’t patronize me. You were the highest earner last night. Some idiot tipped you twenty grand, remember? What, you’re trying to flex on us or something?”
My mouth falls open. How did she come to that conclusion? Deciding it’s not worth it, I just focus on putting on my falsies.
But Elvira isn’t done with me. She gets up and shoves me, almost knocking the tweezer straight into my eye. The girls in the room gasp, and it takes all my willpower not to grab the straightener and smack her in the face with it.
We stare at each other. I can tell she’s daring me to do something. I know I look stupid just sitting here and saying nothing after what she just attempted.
Elvira sits back down and smirks as she continues to fix her hair. “Did you let him fuck you? Or did he make you eat your own shit to earn that money? I bet—”
“Stop it,” I whisper.
My voice is low, but even I’m surprised at the hint of danger in it. I can feel a strange cold energy coursing in my body, like a burst of strength that’s making me believe I can throw her across the room if I wanted to.
Tension floats into the air. Even Elvira heard the difference in my tone. The girls are staring at me with fear now, something that I was never really able to elicit from anyone.
And it makes me feel… abnormal.
With shaking hands, I gather my tools and get up. I’m about to head out to the bar and flirt with the clients when I see a familiar face in the crowd of men at the counter.
Manny.
I know that balding head like the back of my hand. His gold chain glinted from the bit of his hairy chest exposed by his tartan shirt. His beady black eyes find me immediately, and a smirk stretches across his face, showing his cigarette-stained teeth.
Manny isn’t a client in any type of way. He’s the guy I turned to two weeks before my mom’s death. I met him here at Original Sin. About half of the girls here owe him money. I happen to owe him six hundred thousand, interest included. I’ve been paying for two years and I still can’t chip it off into five digits.
I know why he’s here now.
“Monica Redding,” he mutters as I approach. “Beautiful as always.”
I don’t say anything, even though she called me by my legal name. Manny isn’t your typical loan shark. He doesn’t try to intimidate you, probably because he doesn’t need to. He runs a deep, dark business here in New York, and those who can’t pay him turn up dead with no connection to the killer whatsoever.
He always compliments me, but he never expresses interest in other ways. He never asked for any sexual favors. Sometimes I end up wishing that he just did.
“Any news?” he asks gently. “I heard that you made it rain here last night, but our account didn’t even feel a light drizzle, did it? Tell me what went wrong, Monica.”
I swallow hard, but I keep a smile on my face so I can still attract the men who are glancing over at me. “I haven’t deposited it yet. I haven’t had the time, but I will do it first thing in the—”
“You better make sure.” Manny grins at me. “I know you don’t want to leave me waiting. That’s never been you, right? You’re not the kind of girl who disappoints me.”
His tone is smooth, but his eyes are saying an entirely different thing. He’s mad. I’m supposed to pay him every morning after my shift here, but between what happened last night and how I reacted to it… I just forgot.
“It will never happen again,” I mumble. “It’s just this one time. I promise you.”
“You very well know that we don’t just forgive and forget. Tomorrow, I need thirty thousand dollars in our account. Got it?”
My heart drops right onto the floor, beating and folding into itself with dread. Thirty thousand. That’s everything I have right now, and that would mean I can’t pay rent or afford groceries for the rest of the week. The club is not exactly filled to the brim tonight, and I don’t think I can make even a thousand.
“I… I don’t have that much.” I swallow hard. “Please, Manny. I’ll give you twenty-five. I need some money to survive the week and I—”
“Listen here, you fucking bitch.”
Suddenly, Manny’s tone is harsh. His hand moves quick, grabbing my upper arm and yanking me towards him. My side collides against the side of the table, making me gasp in pain. With eyes welling up with tears, I look up at him, shaking my head to signal that he should stop. But he doesn’t. He just squeezes harder until I can feel my skin bruising.
“We have a fucking agreement,” he growls. “If you want to end up dead in a ditch, just say so. I will arrange that for you—”
“What’s happening here?”
A deep male voice comes floating seemingly out of nowhere. I catch a whiff of a familiar scent and my pulse just stops. Manny releases me, and I stumble right into the man behind me, the source of that voice.
The source of that familiar scent.
Somehow, I just knew it even before I turned around to look.
The man from the private room last night.
He’s back.
And he’s glowering at Manny like he’s ready to kill him.
MONICA.ONE YEAR LATER.“Roman, will you be careful?” I ask in an exasperated voice as Roman picks up our son from his crib and starts to raise him to the air like he’s some sort of a relic. “If that child gets shaken….”“Come on, he’s not a normal baby,” Roman reasons out, making faces. “Aren’t you, boy? Look at his eyes. Look at his legs. This one’s going to be a warrior!”“Yesterday, you said he’s going to be a smart bookish king when he recognized the word I was saying,” I point out, and Roman laughs.Things are amazing now. I gave birth to our baby half a year ago, and every day, he grows stronger. He grows bigger.He’s the light of our lives.Our little Gabriel.It was Roman’s idea to name him after the boy who sacrificed his life to save me, and it just felt so right.I watch Roman take Gabriel into his arms, dancing him around. It’s a view that I can get used to seeing every single day, but our baby is growing fast. I know that soon enough, he’s not even going to fit in Roman’s
MONICA.I just feel his weight being lifted off me like it was nothing, and when I open my eyes, I find Gabriel there in the room, grabbing Deimos by the collar and throwing him against the wall. Deimos falls to the ground, getting up like nothing happened and kicking Gabriel in the stomach.But Gabriel retaliates with a punch that splits Deimos's lip. He spits blood on the ground and tries to fight back, but Gabriel seems to be much stronger and more solid. He seems to be more determined to win this fight too.Before I can do anything, Gabriel grabs Deimos by the neck and slams him to the ground. I can hear Deimos's head cracking, and I thought that this must be the end of it. We both wait for him to get up but he doesn't move.He must be dead. I hope to all the gods that he is indeed dead.Gabriel tries to pull me to the door but then Deimos gets up and lunges at him, tackling him to the ground and straddling him. He punches Gabriel in the jaw and he groans, but he bucks off Deimos a
ROMAN.To my surprise, he gets down on his knees and starts to bow to me. “But if you’re suspicious of me, just kill me right now. I don’t want to go back in there.”I don’t know what to do. I just stand in front of him. I don’t think I can kill a boy who just made himself really vulnerable to me. There’s something just plainly awful about doing that, so I just lower my knife and touch his back.“I won’t hurt you, but if you betray me, you’re going to die a slow death and I will make sure of it,” I declare. “Get up. How did you know that I was coming?”“Because I gave the Luna Queen a potion that would help her connection get stronger and contact everyone important to her,” he says, trying to get up with shaky knees. “My name is Gabriel.”He’s rambling. His face is pale and it really looks like he’s going to pass out at any moment. I look around to make sure this is not an ambush, and even as we walk together, there’s no one else around.He leads me to a smaller path in the mountain, a
MONICA.“Bring her back to the bedroom,” Deimos orders, motioning the men to take me.But I keep staring at the young man, who’s the only one who’s not looking at me with lust. In fact, he looks like he’s afraid. I don’t know if he’s afraid of me, or what the men around him are asking of him. Either way, he looks like he just wants to get out.I want to look him in the eye so we could communicate something. I feel like he could help me out of here. But of course, that’s just an idea. I want to look at him first, to know if he’s really against this or not.But he doesn’t look up at me.And the men walking with Deimos are now grabbing me by the arm, throwing me back into the room. I fall on my knees, and I instinctively wrap an arm around my belly. I don’t want my baby to be hurt.It’s harrowing that this is what we have to go through. I’m starting to really think about what they plan to do to me, and the more I think about it, the more it gets fucked up.So this is what they want. To ma
MONICA."You promised me!" Deimos is saying in the background.I look down again, my heart beating in my ears now.I think there's only one way to do it without incurring lasting damage.I take a deep shaky breath and call on my wolf. "Are you in there?"Silence. For a while there's only the howl of the wind and the distant rustling of the leaves of the trees in the hill far away. But then, after a few tense moments, the voice of my wolf whispers in my head."It’s time.”Relief floods me. She's the only connection I have from my real life as of now, and I can't be happier."I want you to take over," I reply to her in my head. "I want you to be me and take us out of here.”Her strength fills me. I lean towards the ledge below, but as I do so, the door of the room closes and Deimos's attention is once again focused on me.I whip around and freeze. His eyes are wide with shock. For a second none of us move or speak, but then his face takes on an angry expression. "Get down the ledge," h
MONICA.“NO!”A scream leaves my mouth, so loud and so hoarse that my vision spins. Black spots start to dance in my eyes, but I don’t care.The last boost of adrenaline from my defense mechanism kicks in, and it’s enough for me to break through my restraints and dodge Deimos’s bite.His teeth clack on thin air. And when he lifts his head again, I notice that his eyes are bloodred – he’s overcome by bloodlust. His look is dazed, animalistic, like a wild predator whose only concern is to feed.And that’s when I realize that this is the mating ritual he was talking about. He’s going to actually mark me like Roman did long ago.“Stay back!” I yell at him as he slowly approaches me, his hands snaking around my wrists “Come any closer and I won’t hesitate to kill you!”“This will be quick, sweetheart,” he croons, his long incisors giving him a slight lisp. He looks at me and that wild animalistic look intensifies. He’s like a lion stalking a prey, or a snake coiled to strike. “Don’t shy aw







