My Love Is As A Fever Longing Still Novels & Stories

"Longing." *

*** I feel strange these days My heart gets cold, like it's a habit I try to act like I'm strong But my feelings for you are so obvious What do I do with myself? I keep liking you Taking a step away from you Is so hard I try laughing out louder But I'm not happy when you're not here Where are you looking? Don't leave me alone anymore I want to love, only you Tell me that it's alright Show me your real heart I think it's really broken There's a fever in my heart, without tact I'm afraid I'll lose you if I go to you So I quietly wait for you to come first. ***

if only i can. "What if.. what if.. I already love you?" He asked me. My fvcking heart won't stop its wild beat and I know it sounds so gay but fvck! Butterflies on stomach is fvcking really! Oh my! Oh my! Oh my! I didn't see this one coming. I crossed the distance between our faces and gave her a kiss. Making her feel that I am feeling the same. I've been in love with her for a very long time, ever since I was fourteen and she's sixteen.

as she listened the voice of their singer, singing her personal favorite "Baby, I'm dancing in the dark With you between my arms Barefoot on the grass Listening to our favourite song When you said you looked a mess I whispered underneath my breath But you heard it, Darling, you look perfect tonight~" As she slowly walked down in the aisle, she had felt every eyes are on her... Completely bewitched by her beauty, "Well, I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home I found a love to carry more than just my secrets To carry love, to carry children of our own~"

So I'll stay with you as you stay with me, trust in you as you trust in me, and together we'll ride through every storm, waiting to see what the new dawn may bring. You said that my love wasn't like a new song, but like opening a book and finding a language you'd never seen before. I want you know that I feel the same way. Your love is something beautiful; meeting you is like meeting an enigma. I don't know how you exist in this world yet you do. So let me tell you now - I will always love you in mind, body and soul. You are the trap I've been wanting to fall into my whole life; liberty from you would simply be an infinite prison. I am the softness you seek and you are the cradle for my head

"Oh, Kil, I'm so sorry. You can win her over. Just open up your walls a bit let people in sometimes." "I'm not a lover. I'm a fighter!" Gosh, why did I feel so stupid saying that? "hahaha, hahaha, oh gosh! That was the best! Can you repeat it for me? I'm not a lover; I am a fighter" Treena mocked me repeated what I said in what she claims is my voice. I fell back into my chair, defeated. She'd never accept me. I'm damaged. I'm hard and unforgiving!

“Love is like a toothache. It doesn’t show up in X-ray, but you know it is there.” -----George Burns-----

He never loved me, no one will ever love me, even my friends. No one!

Because I still love him regardless I watch him pass me by everyday I stay to see him look my way But he never does Just because He does not love me I am sadden by the very thought That he will never be mine Because there is someone else more beautiful in his life He does not love me Thus why do I still care? Because I still love him regardless I should stop this love sick melody Stop singing the same old sad love song For I know that he will never love me But why does it feel right if it is wrong? He does not love me I am merely someone he knows but does not care for So why do I still love him? I do not know But I will still love him regardless I know I can't stop this feeling but still I c