Myfirst Time Novels & Stories

My moans grew loud and uncontrollable until the tension snapped, leaving me collapsing flat against the bed like I had just run a marathon, panting for air as the waves of relief washed over me. “That’s my baby girl…” her praised echoed from the phone. We both let out breathless giggles. I rolled over, entirely satisfied. It was my very first time masturbating, and I had loved it. “I’ve never done that before…” I confessed in a low, shy tone. She let out a soft scoff. “I know, mama… That’s why I’ll always be the one to teach you. How do you feel now?”

And I send a silent prayer to the Goddess for simply letting us be. “What?” Justin asked, taking a step toward me. “Are you having second thoughts?” His voice was worried, and the fact that he cared so deeply moved me to the point where my throat closed uncomfortably. I coughed to clear it. “What? Oh, no!” I allowed a nervous smile to cross my lips. “I just… I haven’t…” “I know. Your pace, remember?” His smile was too sexy to belong to me. To be mine. I felt my cheeks burn. “Yes. But I also didn’t think my first time with … a male would be…” I ran my hand through my hair, trying to hide both the embarrassment and excitement that I felt. “I know you’ve done this before but--”

The words leave my mouth before I can control it. “Yes, Hu. First-time sex. I know it’s foreign to you. Not everyone is like you, who’s been hoeing since time immemorial,” she says, but her insults barely get to me because all I can think of is the fact that I was Ginger’s first. This solidifies the fact that I’m an asshole.

My tone is light and so obviously not mad, even if inside a horrid stirring of deep jealousy eats away at me, even if logically it can’t be true. “Why? Does first time mean it’s meant to be some kind of way? Was I supposed to last thirty seconds and make it awful?” He asks with complete blank innocence, and I can tell he genuinely doesn’t understand how many times I have heard femmes talking about awful first times. A bang bang of awkward, sore ten seconds, sweaty, messy, unsatisfying, and then a grunt, and it’s all over. “Maybe.” I shrug, only going by what I hear, not what I know, as Kaelin is my first. “You just seemed a little too confident for someone who turned red, tripped, and ran aw

Tanya turned to look at me, radiating sweet happiness. "Hey, did you know? He had no idea what to do during our first time. I had to guide him along, and I even teased him for being a clueless kid. "He was so embarrassed back then, and he told me it was his first time. He said I was his first, and he would never forget it for the rest of his life." I froze on the spot. I couldn't make any expression, and my chest hurt so much that even breathing felt like a chore.

His voice was so gentle it made the tears spill over. I turned in his arms, burying my face against his chest. He held me tighter, one hand stroking my hair, the other rubbing slow circles on my back. “It’s okay to feel overwhelmed,” he murmured. “Your first time is a lot. Especially with someone like me.” I nodded against his skin, too embarrassed to speak. I felt small. Vulnerable. Ashamed… but also strangely safe in his arms. He kissed the top of my head. “Tell me what you’re feeling right now.”

“You’re my first. I just took the ad last week.” Great, I thought. I’m a virgin again. And a guinea pig. And stupid.

Because for the first time. he wasn't sure.

As many times as I tried to forget about that day and block the memory out of my mind it always seemed to replay, especially when I have sex with a new partner for the first couple times. Every first time feels like that time. The only partner I’ve ever been able to express those feelings about that was Maleek. He understood the nights when I didn’t want to be looked at let alone touched. He was also there for the nights when I felt like my body was burning and needed it. There were days when the

I shook my head to get rid of it's crazy thought I hurried through bathing and dressing up and kept looking at the time from my phone intermittently. " Oh my gosh", I exclaimed and rushed out with my ladies medium sized handbag in my right hand. I bumped into a hardened chest and almost fell on my back when his arms steadfastly caught me in the middle of the air. My eyes steadily starring into his, I realized his head gradually coming closer to mine as I felt him hardened up in his trousers. I quickly cleared my throat and stood on my feet back.