Novel & Cerita Never Be Alone

It's kind of funny that although I'm sitting in this crowded nightclub, it hits me that I still feel immensely alone. I guess that's what you get for being insecure. I've always lived in fear of judgment, avoided meeting new people, and never thought that I was good enough for anyone, even my best friend. I've never done anything exciting, stuck by the rules, and always did what I was told. Leah, one the other hand, learned how to not give a fuck since forever. She got along with everyone, and her confidence radiated through everything she did. Maybe if I were a little more like Leah, I'd be easier to handle, and I'd be a better company.

You are not alone. Your Author, Ally Ocampo

"We need to talk. Alone.” d: “It's not over until I say it's over.”

she yells and waves me goodbye. Suddenly that familiar feeling of loneliness engulfs me, I spend most of my time in Anna’s apartment , I don’t really like staying alone, growing up my parents were never around, my dad was always away and my mum was managing the affairs of the company, which led to late nights and early mornings, I spent a lot of my time with my brother, Ryan, till I met Anna, she understood how it felt, we became inseparable.

It doesn’t bear thinking about. “You know, I used to think I was better alone. Stronger. I see that I was wrong and it’s not about doing things alone. It’s about relying on others, being strong together. Heroes in stories they never do it alone, they always have friends… family…. Sisters, a sidekick. I think WE can get through this, together! If I’m going to shine, it won’t be because I’m doing it all by myself.” There’s some comfort in knowing this time, no matter what, I’m not alone.

“This weekend, we should talk, I need to.” “Look for it.” “I love you Lyly.” She says and leaves. I sit on the stairs, watching the stars and the moon. It is a little cold, so I hug myself. I need moments with myself, far from this world. God! I feel boring, I send a message to Nana to take me home. How could be my life if they were alive, if we were a family, one happy family together, so many things would be changed in a better way. Not sure, but better than it is, it wouldn’t be a shitty life, my shitty life. Yes, Life is not for everyone... Not for me.

I said as I rubbed my hand on his legs to comfort him as he weakly moaned. Life has it's surprises and no matter the problems, the challenges, pain, struggle, trauma and heartache, they will all end when you reach out your hand to the great big white world your black dot is on. I had what many wished for and I was never going to let it go because I was theirs and they were mine. Please be mine ends.

"A mother is your first friend, your best friend and your friend forever" ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is it a miracle? hmm, not so much. It becomes a miracle when is an unknown welcomed occurrence, but I knew, I knew I was going to get in. I had that feeling and an abundance of faith that I will get into the prestigious MARIE-MOUNT COLLEGE.I promised myself and my mother that i would get admitted and that is what i have done.

Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. All characters appearing in this work are a work of fiction and only a product of my imagination. Enjoy reading! ------ Did you ever wonder when will be your last day living in this world? What will be the last word you will say to your loved ones, who will be the last person that you will see at your last moment. It's either a doctor or a person who will bring an end to you?

Has this always been our fate? There is no such thing as fate. Yes, I am fated to be alone now, but is being alone what I truly choose? I cannot live without Jenna, and I have made this very well-known. My life without her is nothing but getting lost in a maze without any sight of getting out. Where do we even go from here?