Novel & Cerita Nothing Really Matters To Me Queen Lyrics

I am utterly in awe of the beautiful creature in front of me. “Our mate.” Rohan mutters dreamily. “Our queen.” I agree.

“When you’re with me, you don’t pay. Anything you want, I’ll get you. Anything you need, is yours.” “I’ll not be a whore.” She replied quietly. “No, baby, I want you to be my queen.” “I’m not queen material.” “Yes, you are. And I’m going to prove it to you.”

“ Queen’s don’t go for wars. So It wouldn't matter.” “I’m penniless.” “I have enough money to live for lifetimes.” “I’m a rogue.” “No one will know.You’ll be my Queen.” “ I am ugly. Just look at me-” “I don’t care. Beauty is not what I am after.” “ I don't know anything about being a Queen-” “ You will learn.” “ People would raise questions at your choice.” “ I never cared of what others thought.” “ I don't love you-” His smirk widened, a predator savoring the struggle of its prey.

Broken in ways I couldn’t understand. “You came back sooner than expected,” she said calmly. My heart slammed against my ribs. “This isn’t real.” A faint smile touched her lips. “It’s more real than the life you’re clinging to.” I backed away instinctively. “What are you?” The Queen rose slowly from the throne. Power rolled through the room instantly, heavy enough to crush mountains. “I am what you become.” “No.” “You already know it’s true.” “I’m not you.” She stepped closer. “No,” she agreed softly. “You’re worse.”

They look at each other and I furrow my brows. "You're sure he won't banish us or some shit if he finds you here?" Berry asks and I look at him. "No. No he won't because then I sure as hell am not going back to him." I tell them before laying back. "Okay." "That's crazy man. You are the next Queen." Berry says and I can tell that he is baked. "Ehh." We just chill from there on. Berry had rolled more joints and by now, we've probably smoked 15 of them.

“If you come with me, he’ll lose. You know why?” She tilted her head, wiping a tear; “A King is nothing without his Queen.” She jumped for me and a scream tumbled off my lips because I was not ready this time. ***

Minor mistake? Her words sounded off and it only made my chest tighten the more, but before I could respond, the Queen Mother’s gaze returned to me and stayed on me this time. “Besides,” she said calmly, “you should be worrying about more important matters.” My brows furrowed slightly. “Important matters?” The Queen Mother did not answer, she looked away as though she was avoiding me on purpose. My fingers tightened slightly at my sides. “The kingdom,” she continued smoothly, “needs an heir.”

I began, “I need you to know something.” “We’re already here,” he muttered. “I know. Keep quiet and just listen.” I held his gaze, willing him to understand. “I’m a queen.” “Okay, my queen,” he said, his voice soft but teasing. “I want you to know that I don’t care.” He raised an eyebrow, clearly confused. “What do you mean you don’t care?”

I open my mouth to say something, anything, but Queenie beats me to it. “That’s not true,” she says firmly, her voice trembling with emotion. “You’re not a reminder of pain, King. You’re a part of this. Of us. You always have been.” He shakes his head, a bitter laugh escaping his lips. “Am I, though? Because from where I’m standin', it feels like ya don’t need me. Not really. You have each other. You have the baby. I don’t even know what I’m supposed to do anymore. Be 'ere? Stand in the corner and watch while you two figure things out? Pretend I don’t feel like I’ve already lost everythin' that mattered to me?”

That afternoon, during a long journaling session by the lake, I wrote the Queen the most honest letter I had ever written. "I know you’re still here. I know you’re part of me. You gave me power when I felt powerless. You gave me validation when I felt invisible. You made me feel like a goddess when the world made me feel small. I understand why I needed you. But I can’t let you control me anymore. I want love more than I want worship. I want Liam more than I want the throne. So stay if you must. But stay quiet. Or I will spend the rest of my life learning how to live without feeding you."