Novel & Cerita Nothing To Lose Novel

A tight feeling clutched at my chest, but I kept my chin up as we stepped into the elevator. Inside, I heard the host announce, “Welcome to the stage, the new heiress of the Brown Group… Samantha Brown!” At that moment, I allowed myself to break down, embracing the grief that accompanies loss. I had lost everything—my family, my fiancé, and now my position. Samantha had taken it all from me. I cried openly in the elevator, not caring that the guards stood beside me. I had prepared my whole life for that role, and now Lucas and Samantha had snatched it away as if I had never worked for it.

I look around and all I see is greenery and a beautiful sight. At 'Zeon, all I could see was the cemented walls. The only day I could see light was when the investors came by and the management wanted to deceive them. My friends, orphans like me would do anything to get out of there but luckily I made it. After what happen last night, I don't even know if I would ever meet them again. The chirping of the little lovely birds brought me back to my reality. I need to run, run to not get trapped and live a prisoners life again. A tiny bug creeps onto my left shoulder from the rock I was laying on,

Completely. If he takes it from me, I lose the thread. I lose the hum. I lose the warmth through walls and the pull across rooms and the way my blood knows his blood is near before my eyes confirm it. I lose the thing that brought me back from six years of surviving into something that felt like living. I lose him. Not to another woman. Not to a floor. To silence. The light hums. The clock ticks. I close my eyes and hold on. I close my eyes and hope for a miracle. I can’t lose Nick.

The kind that came from years of grief and heartbreak. The kind that came from wounds that never fully healed. The nurse squeezed my hand gently. "It's okay." But it wasn't okay. Nothing about this felt okay. Because pregnancy was never the thing that scared me. Loss was. Loss haunted me. Loss followed me into every nightmare. Loss kept me awake through endless nights. The fear of loving another child only to lose them again was enough to destroy me. The door suddenly opened. My head immediately turned toward the sound. My heart betrayed me instantly.

I lost it when I saw the blood on her body and the fact that her eyes were closed wasn't doing me any good either. I rushed to her side and held her bloody hand and poured out my mind. “Winnie my love, I've fallen hopelessly in love with you but I was too scared to admit it. I can't lose you now that I can proudly say it. You mean the world to me, Winnifred. I can't imagine living without you. All those days I spent without being in your presence were very tortuous to me. You're my world Winnifred, please don't leave me”. I said as the nurses were pushing her stretcher.

She had someone to protect — maybe some people. “I’ve never owned anything... therefore, I've got nothing to lose.”

It was time to end this for good. The potion burned bitterly as it slid down my throat, setting every inch of me ablaze. My muscles twisted in agony, like countless ants were devouring me from the inside. I clutched my chest, curling into a ball as sweat poured out of me in rivers. But none of that pain compared to the ache in my heart. I knew this suffering was necessary. It was the only way to cut Grayson out completely and start fresh. When the torment finally faded, relief washed over me. Even the air felt fresh. I pulled off the ring he'd given me at our wedding and tossed it into the street, watching as passing cars crushed it.

Hetty I wake up to the sun in my face. I enjoy the peace. Not being poked, prodded, or tested. I can't remember the last time I was actually alone like this. Although,it feels extra lonely without Honour to talk to. Eventually Leo brings out a raw chicken breast and steamed carrots. Still better than plain oatmeal all day everyday. He doesn't really say anything and shortly after I hear the jeep's engine turn over. He must be headed to work, I wonder what he does. Dad was Beta so he didn't really have another 9 to 5 job, I can't really think of what jobs a human would have other than the ones I've seen on TV. Jess is obviously some sort of veterinarian, and with these large enclosures, chanc

No negotiation, no reframing, no counter-proposal. I looked at him. “Okay?” I repeated. “Yes.” He held my gaze. “I’ll go.” I picked the book up and turned it over in my hands and looked at the cover and thought about the boy who had failed his business law exam and hidden it from everyone and the man sitting across from me who was slowly, haltingly, learning that hiding things didn’t make them smaller. It just made you carry them alone. “Good,” I said. And for the first time in a long time I meant something by it.

Not today, not tomorrow, maybe never. He made me want to lose control to him. He made me feel as if I could lose control to him without fear. We both calmed down from our release slow, he met my gaze. His face was covered in sweat and his shirt clung to his upper body. “Promise me we won’t ever stop,” he rasped. I nodded, breathing harshly. “I Promise.” In that moment Cassian looked at me and he made me feel so alive. I wanted this. I wanted him.