When the Obsessiveness Leaves Me
My best friend, Hannah Price, had once asked me on the phone, "What exactly is so special about Adrian Halloway? What's made you love him for fifteen years straight?"
I could never put it into words.
When we first met, I could list a hundred things I admired about him, but the more I loved him, the less I could explain why.
Isn't that what a teenage crush was? No rhyme or reason, just hurling every ounce of love at someone until you hit a wall and can't turn back.
I closed the journal again.
Maybe the thirty-year-old me had been too proud, too unsure of how to act, so she left it to the version of me with only twenty years of memories to choose for her.
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