Heartstrings and Agendas
"Love you baby, “my voice sort of cracking, as I drag the blanket up against his chin.
He Sort of mumbles something back, he is half asleep already, and I stand there watching him—fighting back the urge to cry.
I can't lose him. Just cannot.
The moment I am out of his room, everything falls. I gingerly click the door to a close behind him and slump my back against it, trying to catch my breath.
I have been squeezed on my chest, and it feels as if someone is squeezing my hand on it, so it hurts to breathe.
I stumble into the bathroom, lock the door behind me, and let it out—all of it, the tears and sobs I've held back all day.
I sit down on the floor, bury my face in my hands, let myself go,
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