Solo Quiero Ser Feliz Novels & Stories

Chapter 47: Part 2 * Dare to be someone no one ever thought you'd be. Dare to become the best version of yourself. Dare to work on your self-development rather than spending time doing meaningless things. I Dare you! ---- Queenebunoluwa15.* * Happy New month, guys!!! I hope and pray that this new month brings us all, happiness and joy. * At that moment, Perfect by Ed Sheeran began playing in the background. I found a love for me

-A well, first of all that he's not married and that, just like me, he doesn't want any commitment and you know, but I haven't fallen in love so it's just been sex and nothing more than sex. -Wow, wow, who saw you, knowing you no one would believe it and so, you plan to spend your whole life alone. ... -As long as my children are with me, yes, they will be, but my friend, don't worry, I have learned to love my solitude, she is the only one that accompanies me every day that I am alone in my room, and you know, I enjoy it, I really enjoy it. -And what about Marcos, how is he?

Just love me for me. I started to cry uncontrollably I want to be loved when I’m silly, childish, mature, serious, stupid, smart… just love me… fuck man! I'm not a whore! I’m not a plaything! I’m not a sex doll! I’m so much more than just a physical “thing”. I have feelings. I get sad. I get scared. Please… please be the first man in my life to actually just want me for me. Because I can't… I can’t keep being a toy because I'm tired of playing that part. Why is being happy and choosing to focus on trying to make myself happy so hard?

Each day i lose a part of me, a part of my marriage, my happiness. I feel like I was never meant to be happy in this world. At least not with someone by myside, maybe my destiny is to remain alone, rasing my kids and working to make a life for them. One that will be way better than the one I had. Maybe I should just give up on love and focus on those who need me the most. My kids.

"I want to have your life. Can I?" "Chill Gia. You will find the very right man but maybe not in this short time. Maybe in a few years. I will pray for you. I love you, Gia. I want my best friend happy and have kids with her prince charming. I can't wait for that day to come. Now, eat your food or else I will take all of it. Oh, one more thing, don't ever think about him at all. I even forgot his name already." Just when I want to tell her his name he put her hand to my mouth. Preventing me from telling her. "You shouldn't mention that jerk name anymore. Delete from your mind right now. I want today, will be happy and just happy. No more jerk." I laugh at her looking her making a stupid joke

I decided to celebrate her birthday all alone with her. I've prepared to sing her favourite song. Yup. I like singing, and I've won a few awards in that. So.. I'll try my luck. First of all, I wished her happy birthday. And then, I took the mic in my hand and the music started. "My heart is pounding It keeps trembling Every night, sleepless days They keep increasing I dream of you by myself I look at you by myself Now it’s not that hard, because you’re here I’m loving you, if only I can be with you

If I could choose anything I would be good and bad one day I would fall into love and stay Would fall into love And it's not fair I keep on writing a sequel to stories I know that are not there I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again If I am telling the truth Watching my friends break their hearts into two Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel

You could be both happy and single at the same time. "You know my answer," I answered shortly, then slouched on the couch. "Eros Cuevas, your family name sounds like a cave, doesn't mean you have to stay in a cave. I know you are satisfied with what you have right now and genuinely happy with few people in your life, but how will you know the difference if you have never tried?" "Remember when I asked you how it feels when you love someone?" I asked. Perth's brows furrowed.

She look at me and smiled. "Oh Jonathan, being happy is a choice not mandated. If you want to be happy set your goals but if you want to be miserable like hell then that's your choice. I just choose to be happy today and served my husband!" She elaborated. I look at her not satisfied with her response.

At my breaking point, I once broke down in tears and asked, "Layne, will you only truly belong to me if we get married? Then let's get married…" His eyes had turned red. He held me, thinking it over, but he couldn't give me the answer I wanted. "Aren't we already happy like this?" Now, hearing those same words again, I didn't even have the strength to argue. I looked at him. "Layne, let's end—" A sudden wave of nausea hit me. My stomach twisted violently, and my whole body shook. Layne rushed forward to steady me. "What's wrong? Your stomach acting up again?"